Thursday, September 30
15:53decided to blog. damn someone should REALLY dispose this computer. i cannot stop my pesky fingers from knocking away on the damn keyboard. pffft. today in school was just plain boring. i bought chocolate guide cookies! and we were eating them in class. SHHHH. okay sorry. during recess i became horrendously gross and accidentally puked my ribena out onto the table. and it almost landed on veb. sorry. who ask that vanessa la. whole day laugh laugh laugh, make me laugh. hee.
singapore idol tonight! mrs tay asked us to vote for daphne. (: yeah i hope she wun get voted off tonite. i hope that stinking act-cute beverly and that jerry ong goes out. go out go out go out! but results only come in tmr. so oh well.
dont wanna blog anymore. feel lost yet again.
im a lost sheep.
baa.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, September 29
19:07long awaited entry huh? well, the comp's fixed alr. but bad news nanya wong: the thing to upload pics into the comp is still not fixed. my apologies. really!! will get them up asap. alr begged my bro to do it. (:
ah the prelims are over. Os are starting in 29 days time. Results are back, I cannot entirely say I am satisfied with them. but overall, i did improve. and that's all tat matters. for humans, from a F9 to be B4 is a huge major improvement. and hey, for once, i did NOT get any Cs for my exams! hurrayy! the rest of my results were plain okay. but disappointed for my science and a math. ): both a2s. argh.
guides cookies were selling today! the mint one was so good. the taste still lingers. (: yum yum. i think i wont be updating that often anymore till after the Os. sigh. with my L1R5 of 14, i cannot go anywhere gd. my dream of going to VJC for 1st 3 months dashed, but not shattered. will work harder get into VJC be a VJCian. (: yayness. hope i can make it to SA. - prays.
ooh van, yeah only 1 purple butterfly here. ): haha. sorry im blind. ooh yeah. nanya rocks yeah? i really hope you wont leave. bev you too. will miss ya loads if you do! FOURSOME ALWAYS!
okay gotta run! miss youuuuuuuuu tons and loads, but you wont know. hee.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, September 22
09:17New layout. (: nice cute purple butterflies. ooh how beautiful. (:
No sentosa for me todae. parents said they scared i will fall down from the bicycle, break my bones and hurt myself, den cannot take exams. argh. that's the funniest thing ive yet to hear. but anyways, will be heading for town with van and ahmin. bev! i really wish you'd come along too. ): den we four can shou qian shou walk down the streets when everyone else is in school. ): i'll miss you.
k-box yesterday was simple hilarious lah! haha. pics uploaded already. im in a k-box high now. ): ahhh sheeni must must go with me after Os again okaes. love ya! shou qian shou wo de peng you! ai yong yuan zai ni zhuo you! (: haha sheeni and i always gets k-box fever after k-boxing. (:
k-box (:
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Monday, September 20
13:03Love these songs to bits and pieces. (: ooh yeah. 1 more day and the prelims are gonna be over. then im partying for tuesdae and wednesdae. (: yayys. K-box and sentosa! (: yayness. *sprinkles awesomeness to everyone. im feeling good. yayness. (: ohohohohohoh HEAVEN IS IN MY HEART! (: hahaha. im hyper noooowwww.
Grew up in a small town and when the rain would fall down I just stared out my window dreaming of what could be and if I'd end up happy I would pray (I would pray) trying not to reach out but when I'd try to speak out felt like no one could hear me wanted to belong here but something felt so wrong here so I pray (I would pray) I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky I'll make a wish take a chance make a change and breakaway out of the darkness and into the sun but I won't forget all the ones that I loved I'll take a risk take a chance make a change and breakaway
i feel so good. but when the results come out next monday, i doubt so. ): AH. shan't think about it anymore. (:
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Sunday, September 19
11:25This is the best thing that can EVER happen to me. WOOHOO. I think I broke the record. I have NOT touched the computer for close than a month, and GUESS WHAT? I'm still surviving. yeah, i will survive this torture. Maybe i can survive this cus i have like another form of entertainment. hoohuum. i dont know.
anyways, prelims are kinda okay i guess. but as usual, i screwed some questions and some papers up. ah its over. i just wanna continue to work my best, and shine for God. And if i cannot make it into VJC, ha. then this is God's will. I'll go somewhere else then.
Bev, i just wanna let you know that no matter what, you know that you have a special place in my heart. and you'll stay there forever. I'm sorry i haven been talkin to you these few days and all. and you're not selfish okay. i still love ya loads. and yes. i cannot wait for the day we can go sleepover at someone's house. and SENTOSA?!! yayys. love ya loads. YOU KNOW IT. (:
hopewinnygetswellsoon.
*lll why cant i breathe whenever i think about you? Isnt this the best part of breaking up? finding someone you cant get enough of,hu wants to be with you too. --> nice nice chubb rite?
love the song why can't i. i just cannot get it outta my head. okay this entry is not the least organised. then again, since when were my entries?! i wanna go into VJC. I REALLY DO! ): success dusen come easy. it comes with a high price- WORK.
ah. hope everything'll turn out fine. haha. now i have 2 chubbs! (: chubb chubb chubbbb. shit shall not blog anymore till very long later. love ya! yes, ALL OF YOU there. (: MUACKS!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, September 3
16:36ONE WAY.
JESUS.
You're the only one that I could live for.
(:
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
it takes a minute to find a special person
an hour to appreciate them
a day to love them
an entire lifetime to forget them
f a l l withyouifallsofast.
can hardly catch my breath,
i hope it lasts.
PIECES OF ME.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Thursday, September 2
17:12
BANANA. You know I have this thing with bananas. I can never seem to spell them right. I always spell them bananna, or bannana. Oh well, had my massive encounter with BANANAS today for biology practical. I screwed it up pretty bad. The stupid "put-hand-in-water" and the "place-testtube-near-fingertips-palm-and-arm" was screwed up too. And I said that the fingertips were the most sensitive, then why did it feel the hottest when it was placed near the arm? Ooh, I shall have a new nickname for myself. Miss Screw-up. Like shit. Its my prelims. When I opened the booklet I told myself, I cannot afford to screw this. Its my prelims. And guess what? I did. Screwing it up was the only thing I did today.
Anyways, today in the reporting room Celeste, Bev, Van and I were doing this really crazy thing. We were singing around in circles. The same verses, choruses and bridges again and again and again. Think we irritated quite alota people. Sighs. With Christ in the lab room we can smile at the prac, smile at the prac, smile at the prac, with Christ in the lab room we can smile at the prac as we go sailing to A1. Cute eh? (: Oh well, back to studying. Chinese test postponed. Argh, after mugging for it last night, its postponed.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
Bio Prac later on! Shoosh. I hope I can remember how to draw the silly tomatos, the cucumber, the damn pericarp, endocarp, mesocarp. Hope they won't give us some funny fruit like what, bananna? I only know how to eat banannas! Don't know how to draw them man. God, bless 4E6 with the guidance only You can give us, so that we'll be able to draw the most wonderful diagrams we've ever drawn. Let us be able to complete the practical on time, and let us have the composure to do the practical. Amen.
MOTIVATION. Find it. Found yours? I've found mine! Haha, other than the allowance my mummy's gonna give me for each A1 I get. So far: 1 A1. Chinese. Shit. I just remembered there's a chinese test today. SAVE ME! I so wanna get into VJC. Maybe that's my motivation.
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, September 1
14:16You rescued me, and picked me up, a living HOPE, of grace revealed
a life transformed in righteousness, oh Lord you have rescued me.
Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. Really appreciated it. Lets see what happened today. I took the horrendous social studies test. And my essay was say, really short. And I bet you 75% of it was crap. PLAIN CRAP. Shucks, I'm so gonna fail this test man! After the SS test, I was feeling really terrible already. And I still had the history paper. Gosh. I really felt like not taking the test, but in the end, I did. The SBQ was hard. the SEQ, hahaa, needless to say for a person who hardly touched her history textbook, was harder. I crapped so darn much. So I conclude, that to a large extent, I will do badly for my humans. But, I will not slack my ass off, but instead, work even harder, cos I believe I can!
Macdonalds with ah min, chubb, and rachel. Haha, chubb. Remember the woman telling her son not to stand behind the door cos later the door will hit him? Aw, he was so cute. Ooh. I saw a mark-zee-miniature in the bus. Jap and cute. Too bad just a little boy!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
