all in this together;

Tuesday, February 28

19:58

I MISS ASHLEY.

Highlight of the day -- talked to Ashley on the phone! 11 minutes! At 8c per minute, so I owe you 88c lah Ashley(: And I tried to webcam but somehow or another my webcam has screwed up and decided to portray me as a very blur and mysterious person. Met some of Ash's friend over there. Her life seems so nice there, shopping, shopping and uhrm, shopping. Read her blog lah, maths is so simple. Compared to our bloody integration and 3D Trigo, which I kinda screwed up. Anyways, we talked online and skyped! Heard her mesmerizing voice. And just so you know it Ashley, I'm most prob investing in a proper webcam, so I can have nice long chatting sessions with you.

On a separate note, CTs are over. (hears a ton of people go whalao, suan again..) Yeah but okay, no big deal (another horde of people going whalao, so proud.) It's true. How many more "end-of-exams" are we going to face till the end of this year? And how about university? And I think that this whole exam thing would be a common routine from now onwards. So much for forcing us to study. 'A' level results are out tomorrow, all the best for those taking Chinese(: Hope you get your well-deserved A1s (: Haha, good luck Beebs, Vanessa, Celeste, Sheeni, Zhimin, Ashley, Chris etc etc.

No programmes to watch. DAMN. Where's the TV when I need it!? Most prob going to photoshop my day away tomorrow.

Leaving it all in the hands of my Lord Jesus Christ, the Saviour of my soul, my Redeemer!

ASHLEY THEAN HERE YOU GO. If you want the original one you can email me. I spent alot of time on this hor! Every single colour there is my effort! You better say thanks and you owe me an Esprit skirt, jacket, top, bag etc. (:

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Saturday, February 25

22:03

She laughs at my dreams but I dream of her laughter.
But I keep coming back for more.

SERIOUSLY IM DEAD. KNOW NUTS ABOUT EVO, PHOTOSYNTHESIS AND RESPIRATION.

BEV look how they shine for you says:
SERIOUSLY ARH
BEV look how they shine for you says:
LAST WARNING
BEV look how they shine for you says:
YOU BETTER STOP TAKING UNGLAM PICTURES OF ME AND POSTING THEM
BEV look how they shine for you says:
LAST WARNING
BEV look how they shine for you says:
IF NOT YOU'LL BE SEVERLY DEALT WITH

Don't worry, the next time we go out we'll take more unglam ones, so I can photoshop them and post them up Beebsie(: Yayness must go out soon, and study, cos from you I will draw my happiness, and the stars they shine for us! I HATE 3D TRIGO.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

00:07

plastic is attached.
Thank you CK, you made the best day of 2006. And anyways yah as I was telling Caiping, weird guys are just weird. And yes, an eyecandy is just an eyecandy Oky (: Thankfully. I have so many things to do after Common Tests. Like I was mentioning to some people, after this Common Test its really full steam ahead, no time for resting, no time for playing, no time for oogling at random cute guys, no time for playing with cute babies in restaurants cos I won't have the time to, no time to sit around and sing for hours, the list goes on and on...

I don't know if I will have the discipline to sit and study, the brains to last that long, and if I will have the motivation to push me forward. As I mentioned earlier whilst talking to JJ today, I don't even know what I can be in the future. I don't know if the thing I'm most passionate about would be the most ideal for me. So many I-don't-knows. I just know that no matter what I'm going to do from now on, my dear Lord will pave the way for me.

Today I played with a very cute baby and made weird signals at him, like sticking out my tongue and the pufferfish thing. Realise I really have a fetish for babies. And maybe I will end up as a nursery/kindergarten teacher. I'd be relatively happy that way :D Okay random.

& talking to Beebsie made me happy today. Really delighted and filled with awesomeness. It was just random laughter for 35minutes, with her talking about her day at home, and stuff. And random facts, like us getting pregnant at the same time and delivering our babies at the same time, holding each others hands with one hand and the other hand held by our husbands, oh my. (Beebs, imagine if we married twins!) OMG. And I was laughing like a mad senile hyena, laughed till I cried. Long time since I have done so.

And we were talking about different random people who have sadly, drifted from us. Come to think of it I do seriously miss them. But its like friendship is a two-way thing so yeah, if she's that caught up in school and all, that even if she saw you that day and spoke for 20 measly seconds and broke her promise of seeing you again, I guess she made the line clear.

Beebs, I know I told you I won't post up un-glam pictures of you but I just couldn't resist, and anyways, WHO READS MY BLOG BUT YOU! (& Vank, & Clau and a few other random people) so anyways, here goes: please don't be angry >:(

(see the arrows)

MY VIDEO TO YOU, BEEBSIE(:

Oh and Ashley I made this for you cos I miss you alot ): ):
CLICK ME.
I hope you're doing fabulouso there okay, cos we have lots and lots to catch up on! (: Hope the weather doesn't drive you wacky and crazy alr, and that you have many many stories to tell me and update me on your interesting life. I miss you terribly. And I know this little thing I made is really bad coordination lah, but I'll get the hang of it and make your wedding video okay. (:

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
on Jupiter and Mars
In other words,
hold my hand
In other words,
darling, kiss me
--
CROON WITH ME BABY!

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Wednesday, February 22

15:27

Such a beautiful disaster. Cramming my head with whatever bits of infomation that I can possibly cram up before my common tests, with Kelly Clarkson and Lindsay Lohan playing, only because those are some of the few singers I wont sing along with (cannot remember lyrics).Watching 10 Things I Hate About You and Kate & Leopold again, I realise I'm seriously a sucker for rom-coms. And I like being delusional. Heath Ledger, Hugh Jackman. And Heath Ledger is acting in a gay movie. WOW. Only today when Lindy told me did I realise omg, it IS that guy from 10 Things I Hate About You. Ah. Don't blame me for being so mesmerized by them, moreover its the only thing that caught my eye today. Other than the ants crawling around my table. And I'm supposed to be studying.

Thanks Beebsie for calling today even though you just had a few minutes of free time. Talking to you was great and laughable, even though cannot hear what you saying most of the time. Study during March Hols with you, at Meridan, just like before. & Celeste! I read yr blog (btw new url for her all 4/6ers who linked her) and yeah its true, we've not been as close as before but don't worry, a friendship will be there, its only up to us to make it stronger(: See you soon babe! (Can you and Beebs study tgt with me in March?)

(you know he isn't described as cute, he's sexy!)

Anyways I'm most prob very slow in watching 10 Things I Hate About You.

2436 on American Idol tonight, 730-930. :D
Need to get some shopping done after common tests!

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Tuesday, February 21

23:44

I cried in my very first rom-com. And to think I was still laughing at Caiping today when we were reminded of her classic crying during 13 going on 30. Julia Stiles is talented.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

I bought 10 things I hate about you and kate and leopold vcd (: estatic.
Bio spa on Thursday, common tests on Monday. Shit, I need to study super hard. Do not get cranked up and stressed. Heath Ledger is awesome. Okay, another random point.

He plays, with Julia Stiles in 10 things I hate about you, paint balls and starts throwing them around. Then they fall down on a hay stack and kiss. Oh my goodness. So sweet. And he understands her so much. HE IS ACTING IN CASANOVA! Okay. I found out plastic bag is weird. Tsk. Check out the friendster page. Tsk. Anyways, good luck to spa-ing people tomorrow.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Monday, February 20

17:26

I crashed my brothers computer. Initially I thought it was really gone and stuff, and there was a huge hoohaa going on in my place at 3am in the wee hours of the morning. Then I felt bad and all, my brother was screaming at me. And all his university stuff was gone already. All one and a half years of it. Surely I had to do something. So I prayed to God, asking Him to make things better and all, and sure enough my brother apologized for being mean. That's so not him. My mum was cooking up a big fuss too but things are alright now. And miracles of miracles, the computer data could be retrieved! God works in ways we cannot see. That was the only sentence sending me to sleep yesterday. Praise God!

Leopold is so sweet. And I plastic-ed 4 times today.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Friday, February 17

10:52

This is my 2436. David Radford. Its only today I know his name. Yes, that guy who I have been rooting for since the auditions in Chicargo. He is 17 (very compatable) a crooner and sings in the same style as Michael Buble. He makes me swoon. And yesterday at music fest I heard a guy croon like him too. The sway-ish sorta voice, the blues and the jazz, that's the type of music I like to hear recently. And I declare Michael Buble as the English version of Jay Chou.

What other talents do you have?
Acting/theatre. Louis Armstrong
impersonation. I'm a mean ping pong player. I can balance baseball bats, among
other things, on my nose.

So adorable. And I'm supporting him all the way. If I could call I would vote for him. Cos he's young and talented, and he aspires to be something and knows what he wants to be when he grows up! "To become a singing artist and tour the world. I want to be in a movie almost as much as I want to sing. I would also like to be a college professor or high school teacher after my career as an artist." Tour the world with me. Pls.

OH AND PLUS POINT: HE IS A CHRISTIAN(:

If you win, who will you thank first?
God.

And I'm talking to Ashley now! It's been long. Oh well, I'm glad things are very well over there, they have an IKEA, how cool.

-
Once I get you up there, where the air is rarified.
We'll just fly, starry-eyed.
Once I get you up there, I'll be holding you so near.
You may hear all the angels cheer cos we're togeher.
Weather-wise its such a lovely day.
You just say those words and we'll beat those birds down Takapooko Bay.

Crooners make me swoon.

[edit] The Wemmicks were small wooden people.
Each of the wooden
people was carved by a woodworker named Eli.
His workshop sat on a hill
overlooking their village.

And all day, every day, the Wemmicks did the
same thing:
They gave each other stickers.
Each Wemmick had a box of
golden star stickers and a box of gray dot stickers.
The pretty ones, with
smooth wood and fine paint, always got stars.
But if the wood was rough or
the paint chipped, the Wemmicks gave dots.
The talented ones got stars, too.

Some could lift big sticks high above their heads or jump over tall
boxes.
Others knew big words or could sing very pretty songs.
Everyone
gave them stars. Some Wemmicks had stars all over them!
Every time they got
a star it made them feel so good that they did something else and got another
star.

Others, though, could do little. They got dots.
Punchinello
was one of these.
He tried to jump high like the others, but he always fell.
And when he fell, the others would gather around and give him dots.

He would try to explain why he fell and say something silly, and the
Wemmicks would give him more dots.
After a while he had so many dots that he
didn't want to go outside.
He was afraid he would do something dumb, and
then people would give him another dot.

In fact, he had so many gray
dots that some people would come up and give him one without any reason."He
deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would agree with one another.
"He's not a good wooden person."
After a while Punchinello believed
them. "I'm not a good Wemmick," he would say.

One day he met a Wemmick
who was unlike any he'd ever met.
She had no dots or stars. She was just
wooden. Her name was Lulia.
It wasn't that people didn't try to give her
stickers; it's just that the stickers didn't stick.
Some admired Lulia for
having no dots, so they would run up and give her a star.
But it would fall
off. Some would look down on her for having no stars, so they would give her a
dot. But it wouldn't stay either.

"That's the way I want to be," thought
Punchinello. "'I don't want anyone's marks."
So he asked the stickerless
Wemmick how she did it.
"It's easy," Lulia replied. "every day I go see
Eli."
"Eli?""Yes, Eli. The woodcarver. I sit in the workshop with him."
"Why?"
"Why don't you find out for yourself? Go up the hill. He's
there."

And with that the Wemmick with no marks turned and skipped away.
"But he won't want to see me!" Punchinello cried out.
Lulia didn't seem
to hear him. So Punchinello went home.
He sat near a window and watched the
wooden people as they scurried around giving each other stars and dots.

"It's not right," he muttered to himself.
And he resolved to go see
Eli.
He walked up the narrow path to the top of the hill and stepped into
the big shop.
His wooden eyes widened at the size of everything.
The
stool was as tall as he was.
He had to stretch on his tiptoes to see the top
of the workbench.
A hammer was as long as his arm.
Punchinello swallowed
hard."I'm not staying here!" and he turned to leave, he heard his name.

"Punchinello?" The voice was deep and strong.
Punchinello stopped.
"Punchinello! How good to see you. Come and let me have a look at
you."Punchinello turned slowly and looked at the large bearded craftsman.
"You know my name?" the little Wemmick asked.
"Of course I do. I made
you." Eli stooped down and picked him up and set him on the bench. "Hmmm," the
maker spoke thoughtfully as he inspected the gray circles.

"Looks like
you've been given some bad marks."
"I didn't mean to, Eli. I really tried
hard."
"Oh, you don't have to defend yourself to me, child. I don't care
what the other Wemmicks think."
"You don't?"
"No, and you shouldn't
either. Who are they to give stars or dots? They're Wemmicks just like you. What
they think doesn't matter," said Eli. "All that matters is what I think. And I
think you are pretty special."

Punchinello laughed. "Me, special? Why? I
can't walk fast. I can't jump. My paint is peeling. Why do I matter to you?"
Eli looked at Punchinello, put his hands on those small wooden shoulders,
and spoke very slowly. "Because you're mine. That's why you matter to me."
Punchinello had never had anyone look at him like this - much less his
maker.
He didn't know what to say

"Every day I've been hoping you'd
come," Eli explained.
"I came because I met someone who had no marks."
"I know. She told me about you."
"Why don't the stickers stay on her?"
"Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what they
think. The stickers only stick if you let them."

"What?""The stickers
only stick if they matter to you. The more you trust my love, the less you care
about the stickers.""I'm not sure I understand." "You will, but it will take
time. You've got a lot of marks. For now, just come to see me every day and let
me remind you how much I care." Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him
on the ground.

"Remember," Eli said as the Wemmick walked out the door.
"You are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes." Punchinello
didn't stop, but in his heart he thought, "I think he really means it."

And when he did, a dot fell to the ground. Eli is
God, He made you and wants you to know no one can judge you except your maker, God. And all of us are just like Wemmicks, given
dots and stars as we proceed with life's long and harsh journey. But when we are
faced with obstacles and are scolded at or condemned by others, we often feel so
dejected and lost, not bearing in mind the fact that God is the only one who
will judge us. And that will be when we meet with Him again when He comes back
to Earth.[/edit]

Hope this story will cheer you up Beebsie. (: All the best for your funfair tmr and I'm really terribly sorry I cannot make it. Hope everything will be alrights. (huge squishy hug!)

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Thursday, February 16

19:25

RANDOM;
1. No ________, no kisses. How bimbotic can that get? No offence though. Plus points for creativity.
2. Plastic bag has been seen 4 times today. Hooray!
3. Sorry I malu-ed you Caiping.
4. Lectures in black and white are very intellectually-rewarding. Hurhur.
5. We should all propose to our specific other counterpart in Kindergarten. :D
6. Kwok is actually quite helpful if you listen to him, very attentively.
7. Lulu and Susan all miss Daniel Chua.
8. Cramps ruin my day.
9. But running through Jay Chou songs make the cramps a lil better.
10. The yearbook has arrived and the spelling error is terribly funny. Tiw Junjie. Let's all throw him! (:
11. Common tests are next next week.
12. Results for PW are coming out soon.
13. Kettle chips are the best chips on earth.
14. That girl, has sung for Musicfest at least 5 times.
15. Somehow, you just lost your appeal already.
16. Gorilla was spotted along the classroom alley, hitting his chest violently.
17. Someday I'll know, dancing on the moon.
18. Sappy love songs, come what may.
19. I need to start mugging terribly hard.
20. CK please don't pon anything already :(

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Wednesday, February 15

19:04

pple in the middle row of our class cannot stop singing.. urgh.. not only do they sound horrible and under pitch.. they kill your ear drums.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyer..

I checked out what she said.
Have you?

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Sunday, February 12

21:46

I know I said I wouldnt blog. But I succumbed to temptations. So 3 things to blog about, my meet-up with Beebsie, meeting with the SA people, and my farewell to my dearest ):

WARNING: THIS ENTRY IS SUPER PICTURE-FILLED.

So I met up with Beverly at Outram MRT and we were like lesbians lah in the mrt, lying on each other's laps and on each other shoulders, seriously it was like Valentine's day pushed forward, just Beverly and I all day long (okay, all afternoon). Then I went to CK Tang and met her class and met her best friend (okay, her other one!) and helped her sell tickets for ACJC. It was a day of random dudes, very rude people and the ugly side of Singaporeans revealed, again.

There was this bunch of malay girls, one of them listening to their music via earphones, but only one was in her ear, the other was out. So beebs and I approached them, and that girl rudely went "HUH!?! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??!" then giggled really bimbotically and continued walking in a drunken manner laughing about that issue with the rest of their friends. I don't know what to say. Anyways, Beebs and I make a good pair advertising fun-fairs, and I did ACJC a $18-service. Way to go!

MULTISHOT :DD

& then we met the damn mushroom lookalike Vank, and she looks like some friggin elf. According to Beebs and I, we gathered at the multishot place and talked for some time, met Debbie and Gaoli and then we walked to Park Mall for the toilet and Fish&co, and I said byebye. ):

MUSHROOM-ELF.

photos in the toilet with my love!

Happy belated birthday Chelsea! It was crap and jokes and laughs at fish&co again, shared with Debbie, talked to her about stuff, and Chelsea too. Sean Goh was being normal (God of Gamblers), Giang was still his normal dirty self commenting on my st margs uni and our pe shorts. Tsktsk. Gaoli was also being normal, with his huge appetite, Jamie and Yeu Ai also, basketballers eat alot. I conclude. That's about all. EMO PEOPLE WILL REMAIN EMO. (: Right Debbie? And I cannot believe I sent her 2 Christmas Cards.

BYEBYE ASHLEY. No more fun times at your place, like Caiping and I were discussing in the car on the way back, no more free ben-and-jerry icecream, no more swimming pool, no more going over when we have a break during school, no more cooking instant noodles in a cup filled with hot water, no more playing with your bouncy balls in the basement, wow-ing at the cellar, no more *peers into wallet, flips wallet over, pour pour pour*, no more 32418905134 ways to save money.. the list will go on, I assure you Ashley.

My photoshop-buddy. My first VJC friend in class. I'm sure that when you're back in April, you'd be even more girly than you are now, no more sports bras, it'll soon grow from polo tees, to short sleeves, to capped sleeves, to sleeveless, to tank tops, to spag tops, to tubes. Right Ashley? We'll skype whenever we're free, email each other, and update each other via blogging right? Just assure me ):

All the times we've spent, the movies we watched (remember 13-going-on-30 and cp's crying act), the calories we ate, the fats we lost at CFC, the "studying" at the airport, everything else! I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER!

I sent 900 msges this month. And my brother baked wonderfully delicious incredible brownies. I want, I hope he gives me some this Valentine's Day!

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Wednesday, February 8

21:00

Gonna be on hiatus. Common tests are coming up.
Say hello to mugger Eunice.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Thursday, February 2

18:13

Yesterday was x-country, seriously thought I wouldnt make it through considering the fact that my "run" with Junjie turned out to be a stroll along the beach. But thank God I made it through and I actually ran, about 3/4 of the distance. Hooray! One step to getting at least a C for NAPFA. Anyways, my position was 0518, in case anyone wants to buy 4D. (:

Then I went to get Junjie's present with Tx and Ewan, ate the heavenly hokkien mee and talked about, well, stuff. And as usual, (only Tx will get this), egoboy was at it again. Tsk tsk tsk. I cannot believe I actually.. (fill in the blanks Tx) Embarrassing.

Then it was kbox! But it was damn expensive. And my efforts for KY and HY to sneak in were, futile. Anyways, "cute" guy number it was. Good job girl. I admire you for your courage girl. So Shu, KY, HY and I ended up cartoon-hero-ing and barbie-girl-ing at a hefty price of $22.15 each. Expensive. But I got to see my Jay Chou MTVs, a must-have at every single k-session. Totally. And give me more nuts. Haha, major random.

Shu and I whilst HY and KY were Jaychou-ing.

My wu-ding partner.

Ky, Shu and I, HY got cut off.

Nice tongue girl.

Full pic!

(Oh btw did I mention its my first ever class outing today. And Zirui and Wenyang joined us.)

Fish&Co&friends!

With our junior class, 06S37, anyways, good luck guys for your results next week! Hope you all stay on! Fun bunch of people. So Fish&Co it was, at the glasshouse. Wonderful deco, marvellous food. Drank a little, very very very little, Shu and Carene shared with me! Oh yah, and Justin, who naively believed us that it was lime juice. Way to go!

Anyways, pictures here. Thanks Carene and Sharon for the treat(: Angel-and-mortal revealed huh! Heeheehee. Anyways I took my first class picture. (: Haha, another first eh!