all in this together;

Wednesday, May 31

23:55

irritate |ˈiriˌtāt| verb [ trans. ] make (someone) annoyed, impatient, or angry : his tone irritated her | [ intrans. ] his voice tend s to irritate | [as adj. ] ( irritating) highly irritating remarks. • cause inflammation or other discomfort in (a part of the body). ~~• Biology stimulate (an organism, cell, or organ) to produce an active response.~~ (This doesn't apply.)

I AM annoyed, cross, angry, vexed, exasperated, irked, piqued, nettled, put out, fed up, disgruntled, in a bad mood, in a temper, testy, in a huff, huffy, aggrieved; irate, infuriated, incensed. (ALL FROM THE DICTIONARY.)

You do not:

Come up to me and chat me up online telling me "You don't know what to write for your testimonial thing." And when asked "You didn't copy during CT meh?" Reply a "I lost it." cos it is bloody irresponsible of you to actually lose something like this.
AND THEN, still have the cheek to ask me to scan it for you.
AND BEST. Ask him to get a scanner for me. (Maybe its supposed to be a joke but you mention him waaaaay too often already and its really no link sometimes and gets on my nerves.)
Approach the topic of 'testimonial-writing' to me already agitated the hell outta me. Then you still bloody said 'I don't know what to write for my achievements part. It's like have nothing.' OMG. WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE. You have a sickening CCA. The one you keep using as excuses for your tutorials (or should I say the lack of it) Don't tell me you don't know what to write. Especially when you actually won in your CCA. Telling that to me is one grave dangerous mistake and you completely burst my bubble when you said that.
1. I DONT HAVE A CCA TO SPEAK OF.
2. I don't have any achievements whatsoever.
3. I DONT EVEN HAVE CIP. Not even the one almost everybody has cos 1st three months you all went to do some CIP.
4. I wasn't an over-enthusiastic OGL, unlike YOU.
Yes, I am that pathetic. Yet you still rub bloody salt, vinegar, chillipadi and everything else under the sun into my wound. Do you like enjoy watching me bleed. Here I am sitting here pondering and wrecking my brains on what to even cough up in my achievements list, and you complain you have nothing to write. BRILLIANT. You scored 1000 points in the "Eunice-hates-you" list.
Then you mention I am in the same boat as you. Wake up. I am in much more a dire situation that you. I really want to murder you. You seem to have completely lost the important concept of compare-and-contrast. HELLO!? I don't have a CCA. I don't do CIP. I'm not an OGL. Okay. Maybe your same boat means you have a luxurious cruise and I have a sinking sampan. Oh whatever.
And you mention my passion lies in my FRIENDS, which is the only difference between you and I. (i.e. your passion is in some martial arts of some sort and mine, my friends.) Kudos to you for totally securing yourself in a place called 'you're an irritant' in Eunice's world. I don't care if you read this anot. I think it's time you learn some tact, sensitivity, discretion, thoughtfulness AND consideration for my feelings. What, so passion in friends is my only passion? Have you completely disregarded my ~~dying~~ love for photoshop! I admit. I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALOT. And they're prolly the biggest thing in my life I cannot do without.

I read between the lines alright. Even if you don't mean it, I still feel the hurt and the pain. Here I am already regretting I didn't lead a hearty, cheery, active, happy, participating-in-every-single-event sorta JC life, and you have to rubitin, don't you. Well. I hope somehow or another the whole school disregards the fact that you have been active in your CCA, been an OGL, and every other friggin stupid achievement of yours. Yet I will pray for you constantly for your lack in understanding how another person feels.

Imagine this: You have an O/F grade (BAD!!) and he (that insensitive idiot) has like 1 mark away from a B grade (good!). And he goes up to you in a friggin whiny voice saying "Aiyoooooh I did damn badly. Super disappointed with myself." And then he reveals he has like what, a damn high mark compared to yourself. Can you imagine how I would feel? GOOD. Cos you can put yourself in my very comfortable glitter pumps. (i.e. understand me!) Go impart some skills to that twit. I'd appreciate it.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

00:11

This is a super random "i-miss-the-polka-dots" entry. Credits to Clau the Lau for the amazing pictures that I thought I lost forever. Reminiscing our past memories have always been a hobby and pasttime of mine. Our hysterical breakouts of laughter and incessant chitchats along the corridors... those were what made days in St Margs fun. I bet you I'm the only nut case still suffering from withdrawal syndromes from St Margs. I wonder if next year after graduating from VJ I'd have as much to say about VJ as St Margs.

Sure, VJ's a wonderful atmosphere to be in. Soccer matches and mugging sessions in the library, with the carrot cake stall and the delightful ice milo in the canteen, with my wonderful group of friends who brighten up school days and make them even more enjoyable than what it already is (or is supposed to be). And how could one forget the notorious few people in the school where hot gossip is constantly being generated from. Oh yes, and the chicken drumstick! (: I can happily say now that I love VJC. And I really thank God for putting me there last year, even though making me leave SA was one of the hardest choices I had to make, and I was wailing like a foetus with malfunctioning tearglands when I had my orientation in VJ, I finally see why God allowed for this to happen.

Photos of the past years in St Margs, memories will stay always.

Beebsie and I on Christmas Eve 2004 (I think!) I know I can safely say down the road that this year, Christmas will be spent with her and the family (: My best friend! ★ & my shining star!

Rembering our promises of forever friends, and promises we'll keep in touch no matter where we go, whatever happened to them. Winny seems to be a name in my handphone contact list, not someone I would depend on, as opposed to the past, where we were so close and all. And her? Let's not go into that.

Michelle's party and our class Prom photo! Will 4/6 day still have that many people turning up?

After the release of our O level results, February 2005.

Mrs Low! I prolly let her down cos I'm getting shitty marks for maths now. |:

And thanks for the cakes you girls last year 31Aug2005(: (the pics a bit screwed cos I recovered it from my camera and okay, ZONG YAO DIAN is the cake!)

4/6 day's coming. I can't wait. It's the people that make St Margs so enjoyable.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Monday, May 29

20:24

I am an impulsive horrendous spendthrift asshole who makes full use of the Great Singapore Sale to its extreme. I am guilty. Zara and Esprit should thank me whole heartedly.

Da Vinci was rather scary and all, the whole Silas torturing himself was a tad too scary for me. And anyhows I still don't really understand the whole plot and all. It must be God's will cos I wasn't really paying attention to what they said so I couldn't possibly have believed anything they said. Whilst purchasing the ticket with my mum and aunts, the guy asked for MY IC. It's so irritating cos I'm turning 18 soon, yet he still asked for my IC. Like I don't look above 16.

Mug mug mug let's all mug its the best hobby in the world.

You are of paramount importance.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Sunday, May 28

19:24

Celebrated Sheeni's birthday today at Marche. Made a photoframe thingamajic for her with our pictures and had our messages around the pictures. A joint effort of ~~Beverly~~ Beebs, Vanessa and I. Was making a whole lot of noise at Mac. And I very much enjoy my morning breakfast of sausage mcmuffin with egg, hashbrowns and milo. It's a good thing to wake up to.

Preparing the thing.

The end result!

(Let me add that Singapore's transport system is inefficient, unsystematic, time wasting, and a whole lot of other adjectives. (I paraphrase! Mrs Ting would be proud.) Waited 27minutes for a 961, then after when Beebs decided to meet at Suntec straight and I wanted to take 196 to stop at Suntec instead of Cityhall, 961 came. This indeed is Murphy's Law.)

Service was damn funny. Pastor Prince and nong nong ago was just making me laugh hysterically, out of controlly, crazily, berserkly etc etc (I'm really making a huge effort to paraphrase.) Sermon topic was about wisdom, and how listening to anointed music and classical music will allow one to think better etc etc. Cos it stimulates your right brain (creative part) and so when you use your left brain to think it's better. Okay. At least that's what I caught.

Met up with Sheeni! Okay. I'm lazy to blog. Let me do it in point form now.

"Everything I love should end up in my stomach." (Hence someone hands someone a pair of fish earrings and says: Will you be the fish in my stomach? Yes. And then someone puts them on for her.) Or was it like that. Anyhow, saccharinely sweet.
Hold? Don't hold?

But seriously, you two are really perfect for each other even though I don't know that someone in question, but I sincerely wish you two the best in everything and I know that you will learn to allow this r/s to grow and glow in the glory of God! Whoa it's a tongue twister. Just like the name. Hilarious.

At Marche!

Queueing for our crepe/rosti/calamari/pizza!

The food at Marche! (plus Sheeni's home brought apple cheese crumble which is to die for!)

Beebs Sheeni and I.

Sheeni dearest and I!

Four shoes always. +Celeste! Match the shoes to the faces!

As you can see my camera resolution is pretty bad ):
The Birthdaygirl and I.

Van's so funny.

My Bestfriend and I (:

I had a very very very heart to heart talk with Beebsie about all our deepest darkest stuff and everything we felt about who and who. Whilst munching on lor mai kai which is at an extortion rate of $4 (no GSS on it!) and mango pomelo shit and ice kachang. Settling problems, deciding what to do with stuff. Waiting for someone to message. BOTH OF US. My best friend, I love you! THE MOST! (:(: Study soon and shop with me okays. Thanks for everything, my bestie, always.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Saturday, May 27

17:04

Let's just put it as I'm still not quite over the soccer win. Flashes of the goals still remain in my mind. For the gobsmacking goals you can view the last 5 minutes odd of the video here. (By the way, my Mac now cannot use the bold functions and the upload picture functions as easy as before, so yes, my ~~limited~~ HTML knowledge shall come into place.) I hate to predict what will happen when I want to photoblog. Hoho! Anyways I've just downloaded Mozilla Firefox which can run blogger scripts so I am a happy girl!

THE VICTORIAN SPIRIT! (is in me!)

Anyways, Happy Birthday Sheeni Tay Shi Ni! Although I haven't quite seen you in the past ______ months (I lost count!) You're still someone I treasure alot. Hope you won't zong se qing you ah! May you succeed in everything you do, and lead a blessed 18th birthday! And that that guy of yours will make you happy, let you smile, and never let you cry. See you tomorrow dearest! One day with FULL ITY! I am super delighted and cannot wait!

I watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire yesterday and after watching the behind the scenes disc and the addional deleted scenes, I hereby conclude all three of the young (or not sooo young) actors are very eloquent and they speak really well. And let me add that they do have a very good sense of humour. Cannot wait for the fifth installment of the show.

THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS HERE. And it comes at a very "appropriate" timing which is my 30day mug camp. Hurhur. 70% off certain selected pieces of clothing isn't a very good deterant to stop me from shopping. Discipline. Dilligence. Determination. That's all I need.

BEEBSIEWEEBSIE CHEER UP BE MY LITTLE LOVELY SPIDER AGAIN! ☺

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Thursday, May 25

22:37

Mark your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of silence.
[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[x] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[ ] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[x] I collect comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I've stayed out all night.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[ ] I dont kill bugs
[ ] I curse.
[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam....
[ ] I bake well
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I want a better job
[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[ ] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I have a lot of scars.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a menage a trois.
[ ] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange....
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a
diff. sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come
out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car...
[x] been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them
back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ]Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] been to New York
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[x] Continued to care for someone sooo much
even though you know you can't have them
[ ] taken a picture just for the sole purpose of
putting it on myspace/friendster..
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes
closed.
[ ] been at a party and instead of giving out your
phone number you give them your mypsace name
and say look me up
[x] liked someone even though you knew you
shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[ ] Hate the world.
[x] Love someone who doesnt realize it
[x] have your cell phone permanently attached to
your hand/hip
[ ] cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

21:23

Even though I wasn't properly orientated, today's soccer match just made me a true blue victorian! Screaming and cheering the botaks on was pure joy. Even though it was tiring I wanted to carry on. They made being a Victorian seem so glorious and stuff. Cheering on with Caiping, Lindy, Qinghui and Weiwei was wonderful. The adrenaline rush when we had a close goal or scored, or the heart aches we went through when MJ scored (or for that matter faked injuries.) Seriously, I think we should all grant all MJ soccer boys a diploma in acting. They deserve it.

The atmosphere was to die for. I haven't experienced such exhilaration in ages. Matches that I support (esp finals!) make me go hoooooooray! Super happy man! The score was 4-2. In the first half, it was 1-0, in MJ's favour. Deep down in my heart, I said a little prayer, asking Him to give the boys whatever they deserve for training so hard. Then in the 2nd half, VJ scored the equalizer. MJ scored. 2-1 in their favour. 10 minutes left. I thought we were dead. Then the clock slowly counted down to 5 minutes. VJ scored. 2-2. I was happy. Hugged Cp, Lindy, Qinghui. Hi-fived! Then another goal. HOORAY! And another one. ALL IN 4 MINUTES.

Good job guys. WE TRULY ARE THE CHAMPIONS! Ck, next time take picture stand a bit higher lah! Haha. Anyw I watched XMen and it was good. Angel is so.. retarded. He is: handsome, rich and he flys. Yes, that's his special powers. Retarded. Well, the show was a short 1hr 45mins, could be longer though. And if the three kids sitting beside Cp in the PS Cinema 5 who watched the show at 130pm today read this, KINDLY HAVE THE COURTESY TO SHUTUP NEXT TIME. And stop oohing and aahing each time people make out in shows. It's irritating.

And ASHLEY! *hands you some paperclips* I've been taken over by Lindy Lin, prophesizer, go-to-her-if-you-need-notes, and genius. Not to mention self-appointed recipient of the prestigious Singa award. Three cheers for Lindy!

I swear a Mac's too cool. EVERYTHING is customisable. But I cannot blog in colour anymore. The codes don't work or something! Nevermind. Miss you.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Wednesday, May 24

16:01

It has been a long absence from the computer and it was a long-awaited wait for my dearest Macbook. It's so white its like pure. and I'm contemplating gmasking it. Okay I've lost my urge to blog. Will blog next time. If the holidays permit it. Grrr.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Tuesday, May 16

14:44

RIPPED/.
Open iTunes. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.

Sort by Song -
First Song: (Sittin' On) The Dock Of Bay, Otis Redding
Last Song: Hei Se Mao Yi, Jay Chou

Sort by Time -
Shortest Song: You And Me, Oliver James
Longest Song: Goodbye Sky Harbour, Jimmy Eat World

Sort by Artist -
First Artist: 183 Club [don't laugh!]
Last Artist: Wang Lee Hom

Sort by Album -
First Album: 10 Things I Hate About You OST
Last Album: Yu Jian Ai, Yang Cheng Ling

Search the Keyword - song title only - and see how many songs appear:

"Sex": 4
"Death": 3
"Love": 119 (hopeless romantic!)
"You": 262
"Me": 318
"Drug": 0
"Hate": 12

Shuffle your library and list the first five songs. No padding your playlist you hipster, you. Be honest!! or I'll kill you.

1. Hello Sunshine, Super Furry Animals
2. God is Great, Hillsong
3. Ke Ai Nu Ren, Jay Chou
4. My Hope, Hillsong
5. Tears And Rain, James Blunt

Total music: 1695 songs

NAPFA today, failed pullups. How retarded. Kept doing 3. Then stop. Then 5. Then stop. Then 5. Then stop. Till my arms killed me. So next week I have to redo all 5 items again! Hope I can do my sit and reach and standing broad jump and shuttle run still next week! Had a record all time high for my sbj. 181 cm. I never thought I could jump longer than my height.

Beverlywongsiting! Take it easy dear. I know it's gonna be stressful and taxing on you tomorrow, just relax. DO YOUR BEST. That's all that matters. I'm 10000000000% sure that God will make everything fall into place just if you do your best. He'll do the rest dear. ilubchuuu! (:(: I called you but you didn't pick up and you broke my heart but I love you so still. (:

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Sunday, May 14

16:04

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! My mother has been the greatest pillar of strength in my family. Seriously, as the years grew by after Sec 4, I've been closer and closer to her and sometimes she's just like my best friend. We shop together. Whatever I wear she likes she buy. Makes her young eh. We exercise together and diet together. When I'm down she can sense it and cheers me up and vice versa. We share our deepest problems. She never fails to understand what I'm going through and I'm very very very grateful for that. So wishing all mothers out there (although I'm sure no mothers read my blog) a Happy Mothers Day! I'm sorry I'm still sucha pest at times (:

My mum and I in Japan!

Truth be told, I wasn't quite done with talking about my day yesterday. But mummy was rushing me off the computer at 12, even though it wasn't a school night and since I promised and when the clock struck 12 it was mother's day, so in one sense or another I was obliged very much so to get off the computer and please the queen of the house cos, well, it is mothers day!

For the record: it was 172 pictures in a span of 4-5 hours. (minus 2 hr service.. 2-3 hours) OH MAN. That's alot.

I remember yesterday there were two catch phrases! #1: AND THEN and #2: "Honk the daylights outta him!" (that was when we were jaywalking from suntec to marina square) I remember we were at the roundabout and we were like "Oh no! Oh no!" and just nice the sermon topic was about letting the peace of God guide you. VERY APT. And we were like please don't let the cars knock us down! (and we didn't if not I won't be here delivering this story to you!) GOD DOES MIRACLES!

Anyways, sitting on the steps before the junction you cross from Marina square to Esplanade was heavenly! It could be comparable to the times we sat outside 4/6 talking during one of the free periods, or our everyday incessant chatter in the canteen. It was soooooooooooo good outside there listening to the constantly disrupted story we had to listen in chronological order. Just wanna say here! BEVERLYWONGSITING & CELESTELAUSHUYI you girls are my shining stars always! VANESSAKANGPEISHI! Wish you were there yesterday! Then it'll be CELEUBEVK! A Beebs Clau D Eu F G H I J vK... (who cares about the rest!) Maybe when its Q R Sheeni T U Vk! No one bothers about Z. Grrrr.

I'm randoming here. Today I saw a bus advertisement saying "Inspiration is all it takes" and was instantly reminded of the Ad we saw yesterday and I started missing you all once again. It's only one day. I keep watching the video and I go crazy at the part when we say byebye! and Beebs flashes using her camera! HILARIOUS.

here it is!

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Saturday, May 13

22:58

I believe somethings need not be said to be felt. The presence of the two of you being there today was enough for me to forget the troubles I've been through this week, coupled with God's blessings and His presence today at church, it was just overwhelming.

Don't need to wait for the sun to shine;
Don't need to wait for the clouds to clear;
I know that my God You're so good.
I praise You, You are faithful!

Anyways I typed a long entry and then Blogger screws up on me AGAIN. So, yes I summarize. God's trying to test my patience as well as my GP summary skills. Good job. (thinks optimistic) Sermon topic today was on decision making, really apt cos this period of time many important decisions have to be made. Like career options etc etc. It boils down to a choice between practicability and passion. So anyways, will pray about it and hopefully God gives me an answer soon!

Tuition --> Service --> Dinner --> Shopping for Mum's day pressie --> Esplanade --> Citylink --> Home.

I won't do a comprehensive summary cos I'm really tired now, so I'll let the pictures work it's magic. Picture's a thousand words. So I have like a thousand pictures. Go do the maths.

Before service (I think, either that or its during)

Dinner time with the fabulous fried rice and chicken cutlet which poked my ulcer incessantly and caused it to bleed. So meal of the day: bloody chicken cutlet with fries and very very good ketchup which I love! (but hurt my ulcer.. grrrrr.)

Insaneness along the streets.(: Btw that 'thing' I was holding was a STOP sign. But yes, reflection of the bloody light.

MULTISHOTS!MULTISHOTS!MULTISHOTS!MULTISHOTS!

The first people I've went to the esplanade with at night! I think we irritated the hell outta alota couples.

The extremely pretty nightsky and when we were just sitting down chatting/yakking away!
(see my papillos?!)

More insane pictures of us. & BEEBSIE AND ME! Much love girl.

Close up of my papillos! Guess which (fat) legs mine are!

Shadows in the moonlight!

Like these pictures many many!

Uhrm, Beebs taking a picture of a camera on self-timer mode taking us.

Clau and her butt with Beebs and I!

Okay, switch roles.

Sexy Seleste.

BABY FATS. Okay I was high then.

Inspiration is all it takes!

Happy birthday, you colour my life in the most number of ways possible (:

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Friday, May 12

23:16

Meet VIVIAN. That insane little one who wears pink coloured polo-ralph shirts at home, shines her post-braces pearly whites at me (I didn't photoshop and its so white!), shows me pictures of winnie the pooh, her neighbour since in my opinion, she looks like rabbit, and rabbit's cute. And tempts me on a late friday night to eat chololates, something I've been craving for since.. forever. And now she makes me wanna get a webcam so badly, so I can see Ashley almost everyday and she doesn't have to draw retarded ln graphs online. (:

Miss Colgate/Darlie of the Year, 2006.

(: MUCH LOVE VI! That was like the 3rd last meeting I had with her.

(see! same picture!) Someone got iPod video swee lah.

Unglamness is not a crime.

The very evil i-am-tempting-you Vivian.

A kid in all of us, with a pirated Winnie the Pooh as her toy.

(I told you she's vain)

With her fat rabbit. I bet she fed the chocs to it.

VERY MUCH SO I STILL THINK YR PRETTY AND THAT I STILL MISS YOU.

Oh and I forgot, she strips Pooh. Sigh. Horny Vivian.

Happy Birthday (:

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Thursday, May 11

21:22

CELEUBEVK!
Oh how I love them so, we all have the same msn nicks. Can't wait for saturday!

That guy in that Channel8 show is such a huge big fat jerk. He cheats on that pretty wife of his. Brings me back to the conversation I had with Cp today. And her dream. Where I was happily married to a rich, handsome, tall, gorgeous (thats what I told her in the dream) guy living in a big bungalow with two kids. Wow Cp you must really miss me and love me that you even dream about me! (: And the best part was that we were still kept in contact after 10 years later! (so we were both 28, hohoho) but the saddest part was when my husband went to talk to her and asked her "Hey I wanna see you tomorrow morning, can I?" Thank God dreams dont come true. Although that rich, handsome, gorgeous, tall guy was such an incentive. Heeheehee, well I'd rather have a poor, ugly, terrible, short guy who doesn't cheat on me.

Johnathan is so lame. "I have starfish palms! Surely cannot beat me one!" "Really?!" *asks her to stick her hand out and tries to hit her palm* OH MY GOODNESS. And wy is really such a dork during GEEPEE. He irks the sight outta me with his male chauvinist comments about how women should just stay at home all day taking care of the babies so guys can bring in the bread and butter, his point was that: (about like that) "if women work and guys work too, when they come back from their work they will be tired to procreate and consumate and hence contributes to Singapore's low birth rate." HOHOHO. Insaneness.

Cheerup my dear everything's gonna be fine. I promise(: Love you.

Movies to watch: 1) Posseidon 2) Da Vinci Code 3) Xmen 4) Pirates of the Carribean

PLC03/04 we're gonna meet prettttty soon and I cannot wait to roast marshmellows and sit in the baby pool talking about the deeeeep dark secrets in our lives, munching on chips, eating sausages and chicken wings. BLOWING BUBBLES. Sounding like maniacs just released from IMH. I miss. I anticipate. I love.

& dearest Vivian I miss you so. Meet up soon!
& ashley! It was good skyping with you and looking at retarded graphs.

can you get me thru, this semi-charmed kinda life?

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Wednesday, May 10

16:02

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Feel it, sweetheart; the rock star in you is all Britney—the envy of
cheerleaders everywhere. One part girl next door, one part naughty sex kitten,
you're definitely not as innocent as you look. And that is why nobody can get
enough of you. You are the ultimate American girl with some serious staying
power. Unlike other success stories, you and Britney are more than just a pretty
face: you've got talent, confidence, and the brains to back it up. With a talent
list like yours it's no wonder you're at the top of the popularity charts and
young men's hearts. We love you. Shout out your inner Britney!

Just one question. WHAT NAUGHTY SEX KITTEN! Whalao this is so not true.

God is so good to me. He really really blesses me abundantly! I got 13/15 for MCQ and I usually fail. I am really very grateful to Him. Really. Really. Reeeeally. Praise God for everything He has done. (:

I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY♥; saturday better come soon!
I guess brains diffuse (:

So here I am all by myself;

Thinking of you nobody else.

There's a feeling inside,

& as hard as I try,
it just won't go away.

(saw the light alr? (:)
I owe alot. And I keep losing in minesweeperflags!

STILL.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Tuesday, May 9

17:06

Today, 2.4 run. I felt so much respect for Tom Cruise running his (quote and unquote) 4.8 run in Mission Impossible 3. Well, at least I managed to pass. And I was running with the song Kiss Goodbye by Wang Li Hom, yes a very slow song. I should run to Eminem next time. Oh wait. WHAT NEXT TIME! Bye NAPFA. You were a chore.

I did a video thingie but it's kinda screwed up towards the end so anyways, BEAR WITH IT. I LOVE YOU GIRLS ITY :]:] Click here for another window to pop up with the video! Can't wait for campus service this saturday!

Take a look at the ordinary, no need to care for paradise,
You must be an angel in disguise (:

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Monday, May 8

14:55

SCREWED. (& barred from the computer from now on. till I don't know when.)
This should be a true test of endurance, discipline and patience.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Sunday, May 7

20:05

(another camera-crazy, photo-siao, trigger-happy post! BEWARE!)
If you're happy and you know it clap your hands
*APPLAUSE LIKE THUNDER!*

Btw, blogger wasn't nice enough to like retain my post after my computer just went kaboom on me. Very nice job done blogger. Livejournal isn't like you. Pfffft. So now I have to recap my day again, which makes me feel happy all over again! Nevermind. Think positively!

Okay so today I went to New Creation church again! With four-clovers aka ITY! Okays, so I was supposed to meet Beebs at Suntec at 1000, but since Beebsie decides to sleep a lil longer on a Sunday, so it was changed to 1010 at Cityhall. So anyways, the adventurer here decided to be a smart alek and take a bus she has never taken before called 961 and seriously. After today I will never take 961 again. The bus, travels from Raffles City to Marina Square to Esplanade and then back to Raffles Hotel. I think seriously, the bus driver is either too free, or has too much petrol to waste. Okay, irregardless of that. I finally reached Cityhall. I was lost in Raffles City area. Wonderful. Me. Lost. In Raffles City. I mean, if you chucked me in the East like eastpoint or something and I were lost, it'll be perfectly fine. But RAFFLESCITY?!!

Beebs and I were like starcrossed lovers. We kept missing each other. Literally, and figuratively. So anyways, when I went up the escalator, Beebs would tell me she went down an escalator. And vice versa. We were like in search of each other eversobadly. When she went into shop ABC, I went into shop XYZ, okay, somewhat to that extent. But when we saw each other...

BOOM. It was like chemistry emitting from our eyeballs. For once! (or maybe twice. Or thrice) Beebs wore a girly girl girl skirt! Hoorayxzxzxzx! It was like damn coincidental. Cos I seldom wear skirts too! See I got evidence:

We held hands, fingers interlocked, very much what lesbians would do except I only have AGAPE love for her! Yay love the beebsieweebsie spider! And I havent hugged her for ages. Omg, today just felt damn good seeing my bestfriend again(:(:(: Was really a good day spent!

You colour my life dear! ♥ So we trudged down to Suntec, and shared our breakfast together -- Cinnamon pretzels! (we have the same favourite flavour!) Love love beebs lots lots. Met the rest (celeste &vk) and we I went picture crazy (as usual) Sorry lah, cannot help it if only eunicengjieqi likes to take pictures righhtt. So okay, here they are. CELESTE LOOKS LIKE A BARBIEDOLL!

& this was our very random shot collage :]:]

5 red shoes and 3 black ones.

Then service started. It was good! Praise and worship is always good! Contemplating going to Campus service next Saturday (: Doodled during the service sermon. Pastor Lian is super funny lah!

(I did this sketch, does it look like Celeste!)

Four-leafed clovers! One ♥ for each of us! Much love! So anyways after service we headed down to KFC! For our cheese fries! And some ♥ to ♥ talk with them! (over not so superficial times!) and we recollected our stmargs days. And the whole F-word sentence. Something like this. (we were discussing how _______ boys are so vulgar and punctuate their sentences with F-words):

Friends federation! Fish fillet will be fed to your friends on Friday after a football match in the field! (okay very lame I know but when we said it it was reeeeaaaly funny!)

There after Beebs my ♥ had to go! So we took some last minute pictures in the middle of nowhere. None-the-less, they still are beeeeautiful!

Said our goodbyes, gave our hugs. (heart painnn leh!)

Then we had some siao-ness at the busstop. It was scorching hot. Really very hot. My legs turned like red when I entered the bus. Lobster red. Oh no. Craving for seafood!

The day ended with me staying at home. And then subsequently my mummy brought me out for a little shopping. (did not break my promise. I didn't get anything on my own!)

The many faces of Vanessakangpeishi. Adorable.

♥♥♥ ALWAYS.

Miss you all already ):

save me from this place; heaven knows that I've fallen
for you my sweet embrace heaven knows that I've fallen for you.
INTEGRATED.MISSED♥
Just be yourself, Mr Beasley, you don't need to show an attitude;
its your soul that makes me fall in love with you.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Saturday, May 6

20:48

GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP
GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM
POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP
REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF"

About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care):

Is taller than you: on
Is shorter than you: off
Wears braces: dc
Wears a grill: ?!?
Dresses Preppy: on
Dresses Ghetto: off
Dresses Gothic: off
Has blue eyes: on
Has green eyes: on
Has hazel eyes: on
Brown eyes: on
Drinks alcohol: not an alcoholic! but a lil's fine(:
Wears glasses: dc
Smokes: OFF!
Plays sports: dc (I'm so not into sports, can't expect much!)
Smiles a lot: on!
Calls you just to say Hi: on!
Compliments you: on
Good dancer: on
Wears jewelry: (like earrings!?) off
Smiles when you walk in the room: on
Has brown hair: on
Has Black hair: on
Has blonde hair: on
Has red hair: off
Makeup: off
Can make you laugh at any given moment: on (humour is gd gd gd gd gd :D)
Loyal: on
Laid back: dc
Plays guitar: on
Plays drums: on! (omg spot on! rmb my sec3 crush. hahaahhahahahaha!)
Sing: ON!
he's buff (muscles): on
He can draw: on
Easily jealous: off!
Doesn't eat meat: dc
is bi: DAMN OFF!
has a tattoo: off
has a lip ring: off
has tongue ring: off

_______________________________
AbOut girls: Turned ON, OFF or DC (don't
care)

dresses like a grandma:
plays musical instrument:
is shorter than you:
same height as you:
is taller than you:
has chapped lips:
has green eyes:
has blue eyes:
has brown eyes:
has long hair:
has med. hair:
has short hair:
drinks alcohol:
smokes cigs:
smokes weed:
wears glasses:
has blonde hair:
has brown hair:
has black hair:
has red hair:
works out:
smiles:
calls you just to say hi:
creative:
compliments you:
shaves her legs:
wears jewelry:
has bigger feet than you:
has smaller feet than you:
smiles when you walk into the room:
belly piercings:
virgin:
laid back:
doesn't party:
likes to party:
wants to party:
laughs a lot:
giggles:
snorts:
pierced ears:
pierced anything else:
tattoos:
honest and open:
goes to church:

I love you too much to make you stay, baby fly away!
THANKS RACHEL FOR THE SONG (:

Just be yourself, Mr Beasley, I don't need your show of attitude,
Cos it's your soul that makes me fall in love with you.
-Mr Beasley!

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

13:35

No longer living a dream.
The truth has been out.
And uncovered.
By me.
I regret.
Ever so much.
I guess someday or another;
I would have found out about this.
Regrets.

You're an angel in my eyes everyday, you're closer to me.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Friday, May 5

18:39

Someone please curb the dominant homozygous spendthrift gene in me. I need an environemental factor for it to mutate! Evolve please.

Let S code for the dominant spendthrift gene and s code for the recessive spendthrift gene.
Daddy codes for Ss and Mummy codes for Ss.
Parental phenotype: heterozygous spendthrift x heterozygous spendthrift
Parental genotype: Ss x Ss
Gametes: S s x S s
F1 population genotype: SS Ss Ss ss
F1 population phenotype: homozygous dominant, heterozygous, heterozygous, homozygous recessive
Phenotypic ratio: 1 : 2 : 1

I'm amazed I still remember this table for Punnett Square.
My brother and I belong to the 75% with the spendthrift gene.

Anyhows, school today was... useless. I didn't even go for Econs lecture. And went to the library, to sleep. When I could do that in the comfort of my own home. And when I wanted to leave the school at 915 to come back and continue sleeping, the security guard said I needed to see Mr Yeo/Teo (taller vp) to get that excuse slip. So I did. Citing dental as a reason. (And I very well don't have a dental appointment) So now, on monday, I have to present Mr Yeo/Teo with my dental appointment card/receipt, when I could just simply, NOT COME TO SCHOOL.

Went to watch MI:3 with Cp, Lindy, Zirui, Ky, Hy &Wy at Cine. Only scene I remember vividly was this: (SPOILER AHEAD!)

(Tom Cruise asks his wife to electricute him to detonate some thingie in his brain)
Tom Crusie (playing Ethan): Go on, do it.
(wife proceeds to turn on the power socket thing)
Ethan: Wait wait wait! (takes out icecream stick in his mouth to stop him from going into shock) I love you!
Wife: I love you too.

SO SWEET RIGHT! And Cp said almost at the same time as me: SO IRRITATING. Rarrr! Okay. I'm a sucker for chick flicks and romantic books, as we all found out in Kino today. I mean for Tom Cruise to say he loves the most important person in his life just before he anticipates his death is so crucial! If he dies then the wife won't truly know if he loves her right? Tsk Cp! Where got irritating! Apparently I'm the only hopeless romantic in class.

Then we went down to Kino, where it came upon my realisation that I am a non-book fan, other than romantic sappy love stories. Don't blame me. It's in my blood. Anyways, I bought a WH shirt in turqoise! Pretty colour. And it extorted money out of me. And this forever21 army-print skirt which is reeeeeally pretty(: CELESTE! It's my second skirt!(:(:(: I still remember you loveee your denim skirt from F.O.S! I'm abstaining from shopping for 3 months.. okay, maybe 1 month.

OH AND WE TOOK NEOPRINTS!

TRIGGERHAPPY!

Some stupid thing at Heeren.

Escalator fun! (:(:

My girlfriend. TSK TSK TSK.

The only 3 girls today!

CELESTE! My skirt expert. Tell me its nice and I didnt waste money!

NEOPRINTS!

(have one more stretch, but due to the fact that I have no scanner its damn blur!)

MANY MISSES. ;)

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Thursday, May 4

22:17

You compliment me (;

I am amazed at my firm character of having to go to school tomorrow even though it ends at 11, and I only have one pathetic ponnable econs lecture, which ends at 915. The only reason(s) I'm going to school is because:

staying at home is boring.
I have finished watching all 3 episodes of LOST that Lindy very graciously lent me today!
suanning Chris and CK about LOST episodes they haven't watched is very very tempting.
I have to give Lindy episodes 5-10 of LOST.
Possibly faces of the year on tomorrow.

Oh and for the record, at 915 sharp I will leave the schoolgate with people giving me the weird stare of "why she come to school man!" Okay. I shall go home, do my assignment of finding out timings for MI3, and then go to town in my home-clothes (HOORAYY!) and meet up with S25. Hopefully its a full class outing, (or something almost there), not like the 6-person "class outing" we had last year. Pathetic!

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Wednesday, May 3

23:54

Click here to see my personality test! Think its quite accurate!

Benevolent Visionary

You are a Benevolent Visionary.
Very cool and useful test(: Very very accurate!
Cp's right. I blog all the time.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

17:15

I'm appalled Miss Yap flirts with even a one-year-old toddler. No not Ck the toddler, ______(don't know what's his name) the toddler we met outside Parkway bubbletea shop whilst waiting for Cp to get her greenapple bbt. Good choice on getting the bbt dear. (: She raised her eyebrows at him! And winked. And he did the same. I'm jealous! ):

I cannot resist him. He is so utterly gorgeous and handsome! (even more than that swensens baby we met before sending Ashley off!) OMG and he drooled on my hand when it grabbed my finger. So cute. Rarr!

Shen Yizhe @ Work! says:
/me shall act baby and drool on you
would angels sing with lollipops would dinosaurs cry? says:
haha
Shen Yizhe @ Work! says:
wawawawawawaw
would angels sing with lollipops would dinosaurs cry? says:
ewwww how to act.
would angels sing with lollipops would dinosaurs cry? says:
hahaha
would angels sing with lollipops would dinosaurs cry? says:
the baby damn cuteeeeeee
Shen Yizhe @ Work! says:
muuuubbbbababaab wuwuuuwuwuwbbabbaab
would angels sing with lollipops would dinosaurs cry? says:
really damn damn damn cute
would angels sing with lollipops would dinosaurs cry? says:
hahahha
would angels sing with lollipops would dinosaurs cry? says:
okay u sound pretty much like a baby

You really act like a baby! Seeeeeriously! Rarr! That's how my neices would sound like every CNY. Okay glad your scholarship thingie went well!(:(:

Mission accomplished! ;)

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Tuesday, May 2

22:54

Tonight's online chats with various people can be sumed up into ~~a few words~~ this:

Love hurts. I feel for him. Really I'd cry my whole life away if I were him. The harsh reality.
Search for plasticbag's ex girlfriend; found out she's the clubbing sort. And ROYGBIV _h_r__ knows plasticbag. Heart shatter please! How can someone so demure as plasticbag (caiping stop laughing!) like a clubbing person! And know ROYGBIV! I'm jealous.
Pirating with caiping: Where Are You by Natalie. OMG in love with it.
Someone's friendster #37 picture has a picture of her goodlooking brother.
The world is damn small.

amicitia - vindemia / played on a solo saxophone. says:
and he's e**** jr and a***'s jr and uhm,
kinda bf of sulin jr i think
Kiss goodbye.
Caiping has her hormones outraged today. (I EDIT FOR YOU!)
I want to be her dog's best friend cos her dog's called Jay.
Celeste I hate you you have nice abs!
Caiping will join the band soon with her solo saxaphone.
I like her display picture.
She seems to have all the soccer guys on her friendster.
I'm a bloody pirate.
-tugs sleeve yet again ):

(& I didnt add him to my favourites dearest cp!)
(caiping thinks I'm in love with every random guy!)
I like Caiping alot. She makes me smile! :D

& siti, seth is mine. Don't ever think of snatching him away!

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

14:00

My life is 80% perfect!

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[ ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/ husband/ wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You get good grades.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x] You live somewhere other than a box.

T O T A L: 7

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.

T O T A L: 9

[x] You have over 100 friends on friendster.
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal. (dont collect at all!)
[x] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look forward to go to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower daily.

T O T A L: 8

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You're healthy.
[ ] You've never had a cavity.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parent(s) care and love you.

T O T A L: 6

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about sooo many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are happy you're living.
T O T A L: 10

Now count up the number and multiply by 2. Then repost saying 'My life is % perfect'

Then why don't I feel so.. SC Investiture today, looked arnd for Beebs, Sheeni, Zhimin, Celeste.. that's everyone in the group! (almost!) but no one was there. ): I need my daily dosage of Beebsie and Celeste and Vanessa, fast. Back to books. Archie comics will make me smile; only for a while.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Monday, May 1

22:49

"Girls who stayover at their significant other's place are loose cos they don't know how to take care of themselves!" Generalisation? I've been hearing this ever since my brother brought home his second girlfriend over last last year (december 2004) and she stayed over as if our home was another cheap motel she could check into as and when she desired. And yes, of course they'd cuddle and ________(up to your own imagination) with the room door closed and to tell you frankly I'm really rather irritated with my brother's playboy attitude.

And now with his third girlfriend (who fyi is also another i-never-had-a-bf-before, youre-my-first-bf), history repeats itself. "Mummy I'm bringing her home to study!" Thats before his exams began, slowly studying became a natural excuse for her to come over. Slowly studying overnight became sessions of "i-am-so-tired-i-fell-asleep-on-the-bed; *turns to look* oh, i-guess-he-did-too". I don't have a good impression of those who just plonk their butt at any random ABC-dude's house. No matter hw bright her character shines through, this flaw of hers will always superceed her other attributes and outshine her charisma.

So today it was wake up --> net --> lunch --> shakerfries, double filet O fish, greentea (:(:(: --> nervous system(died at resting potential) --> money&prices --> net --> net --> net --> dinner --> livejournal/blogger.

I wish everyday was a Mayday. School's taking its toll on me. Tutorials pile up to a record high. At my pinnacle of tolerance for everything going on around me.

Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Talk about sparkling wine. I got really flushed yesterday after drinking just a teeny weeny amount of wine, (diluted with ribena). OMG. I am embarassed with myself. Alcohol tolerance is zit. Zero. I went from this colour to this colour. And I don't exaggerate. At least not for this time.

& cheer up my dear girl. Everything's gonna be fine.
ITY MEETING THIS SUNDAY! Hooray I am excited x1249184091841.
& someone doesnt care at all already.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

12:49

So much has changed, down memory lane.
Daddy's little girl, paints her world with a magic wand.

I cannot wait for Sunday! I'll get to have some 1-to-1 time with Beebsie the superstarrrr and Vank and my Clau! Some loving time!(: I want I want I need I need. Time pass. Now. Fast. And just pause forever on Sunday. The lights of my life.

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.