Thursday, June 29
00:18Save me from the big bad shopping monster please!
So I went on a shopping trip with my transformed "fwah!" Ashley! Productive. Expensive. Actually the things I got were at a bargain, but when you get cheap things multiply by about 6 items its = expensive. Anyways, consolation: I cannot shop until Novemeber after today! Yes. I like the red polkadotted dress and my $43 jeans! And my orange and green top! And my bargains. Oh I love I love.
Ashleyyyyyy!
$10 wacky neoprint! :D
Snow white and Shrek!
I like the top but I didnt get it ): I got that dress btw!
My loves!
Then we went to Mind cafe to play insane games! I am the champion of the see 5 fruits and bang the bell until your hand got blue black. And I win! And Lindy is violent. And Chris has fast reaction. Caiping is Miss Blur, still. KY is the black horse who takes the cards when no one expects him to. ZR is Mr Violent who bang my hand so hard just to hit the bell. DING DING DING! Okay, tomorrow E-games! I cannot wait.
Hello, sunshine <3
I LOVE POST-EXAM ACTIVITIES!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, June 28
00:04
Hello Ashley.
Bye exams.
Hello bad results.
Hello VPs.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Sunday, June 25
21:05MAC BREAKFAST.MANGO.SERVICE.SHOPPING.CANDIES.
Mcdonalds breakfast was good with the gang, caught up with them after about a week of not catching them. (Except for Celeste my muggingmate!) Then we went to mango, the sale that is really queue-able. But since we were there early there wasn't a queue. Managed to get a spagtop which okay, for mango, its a bargain. Service was... so-so I guess but I enjoyed praise alot! Really needed to start off the week on the right foot -- with God and no one else. Only Him will be able to guide me thru my rough times. Only Him. Then went shopping at U2, and walked randomly into and out of shops. And Candyempire where I bought candies. Hope it'll tide me through this week.
Come to think about it, its only 2 more days. Two more dreadful days. Then Ash will come partay with me. We will watch cute guys on channel27 (omg sounds so cool now that I have cable! Last time it was just... tv.) play soccer and curse and swear (i'm kidding) when the referee is biased. We will photobooth and take nice pics cos I won't be able to do so till.. December. I will catch up with Ash and her fantastic life, and she catch up with mine. We will eat till the pigs moo and the cows oink. We will do so many things. Two days! God help me.
Okay. As usual. You can close the browser now.
Cel and I (: Mugging mates!
The four of us(:
At U2 trying on tops! We're like triplets!
(: LOVE!
I think we really look like triplets with the same coloured tops.
VK and I! Glad she's back safely from NZ!
Beebsietums and Veeeek!
I bought that top and another pink one(:
CELEUBEVK!
Candyempiremadness.com
iloveyougirlssomuch@celeubevk.com
the girls!
Nice tag vk.
Lovely stuffed toys. Rarr I want a dog.
BIG BABIES!
(: lubbalubba!
Muggermate!
(: thebestfriend,still!
I need all the prayers in the world to tide me thru. All the best to those taking exams this coming week!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Saturday, June 24
23:42
I LIKE THIS PAIR OF SHADES. (I look like a housefly!)
All i've done today in it's entirety is
Sleep.
Brush my teeth.
Eat.
Do my nails.
Smsed.
Crunches.
comb my hair.
Bathe.
Climb up to bed and hug my christmas marshmallow from mummy.
climb down to get the barry book i borrowed frm dungad.
Sit at my table and read.
Sms some more.
Climb back up to bed to read
Hug the marshmallow again.
Try to sleep.
Close the window coz it started to rain.
Climb back up to sleep again.
Smsed ianlau to ask him if he's going for dinner.
Gave up trying to sleep.
Climbed down picked up my yellow file and pencil case and hp and came out into the hall to try to mug.
Then i saw the computer
On the computer.
Eat breadroll.
Open wmp, limewire, messenger, youtube, blogger.
Here i am.
Apparently, i am going to pass 0 subjects for the common tests according to dungad's mystical dustbin. But then i'm also going to marry yizhe. HAHA
And you know the coolest thing about her magical dustbin was, We could miss and miss and miss and keep on missing, but everytime we said "if this goes in, God loves us" The tissue would unfailingly go in, even if once it balanced on the edge between the plastic and the plastic bag, thats still an in. COOL HOR.
haha DUNGAD I REALLY CANNOT STUDY AT HOME. I NEED UR HOUSE AND CHOCOLATE CEREAL AND TIGGERBOLSTER!
and to add one more food thankyou, thankyou for the seaweed chicken!
Hehehehe this is just exactly what I wanted to blog about! (btw clau! you forgot famous amos cookies too! we ate the whole box!) Anyways, this is what I did the whole of today.
Wake up at 945 thinking my tuition was at 11. And then screaming "Wake me up at 1030!" until my mummy knocked my head and reminded me that my tuition was at 10. Rubbed my eyes before Bio tuition. Eyes shutting during Bio tuition. After Bio tuition, bathed. Slept till 430. Read the papers. Reminded about the loss of Korea and Japan yet again and saw
See Celeste I cannot do without you. ): Mac breakfast tomorrow with the gang!
Pictures for the day!
My cousin's girlfriend(: (not the cousin in the pictures to come; his brother!)
Okay, act cute act cute.
Advertisement!
The nice girlfriend again(: She's nice to shop with!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, June 23
22:20I AM FINALLY DONE WITH O.C SEASON3 AND LOST!
Well, I felt that needed some announcing to do since its the best shows I've ever watched. I've even managed to influence Celeste to liking O.C! Okay, we shall bunk in after our CTs, and catch up on O.C Season1/2 and perhaps rewatch season3. I cannot wait for the DVDs to come out. Absolutely cannot wait. Teeheehee!
Sigh, swoon with me. Summer Roberts -- Our idol (:
Isn't she lovely? How come during their prom they all look so glamourous and all and they look like they're ALL fit to be prom queens/princesses but on our proms we look so blended in and all? Well, no prom for me this year. I guess I don't have to worry about dresses and all anymore(:
See what I mean?
My thumbfriend(: We have matching dresses(:
Studying with Celeste these past few days have been tastebud-fulfilling. Mcwings, pepper drumlets, fries, cereal with chocolate milk, porridge with fish, greentea!, orange juice with pulp, orange juice without pulp, apple and blackcurrant juice, lots of snuggling with pooh and tigger, babytalk!, indoor-free-of-charge-kboxing,
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Tell me how dead I am. Kingdom of protozoans, kingdom of protoctista, kingdom of fungi, kingdom of plantae and kingdom of animalia. Get it into your brain Eunice, F O C U S. Protozoans: Binary Fission i.e. Es-cherie-chia Coli. Protoctisata: Algae - Fragmentation i.e. Spirogyra. Protozoans: Binary Fission i.e. Amoeba or Multiple Fission i.e. Plasmodium Vivax Fungi: Budding i.e. Yeast or Sporulation i.e. Rhizopus (Rhino-Zonkey-pus!) With stupid sporangiophores, sporangium and collumella. Animalia: Budding i.e. Hydra and Parthenigenesis. OKAY CONFESSION TIME: I WAS REFERRING CELESTE ):
I appreciate it that outta your busy schedule you still take time to call me and talk nonsense about your drumlet club! (Celeste you're part of it too!) And BBQs and stuff. (:
And VK! I'm glad your back(: Hope it went well. Was praying for you day in day out and telling Celeste how much I miss you. And BEEBS I LOVE YOU STILL.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Thursday, June 22
16:12
):
How I spent my day.
BEEBS I STILL LOVE YOU! DO YOU LOVE ME. I still friend you. Please friend me still. I lend you my pencil okay? Colour pencil also! ):):): Celeste will lend you her
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
I have just watched the saddest episode on the O.C season 3. See, Seth Cohen, my witty charming guy in the show whom I adore so so much still, applied for Brown, but didn't get in. The only reason why Summer Roberts, his gorgeous humourous girlfriend of 2 years applied for Brown, is so that she could be with the one she loves -- Seth.
Results came and Summer got into Brown but Seth didn't. Seth wants Summer to go to Brown and not forsake the chance of going into an Ivy League college just because he isn't going. (I know, noble!) So he lies that he's going into Brown. But he knows he will not be going there on the first day of term. So he tells Summer this super heartbreaking thing, about how he wouldn't know if the one they are with now is the one for them forever. And Summer says: "I want to be with you now, and forever." *swoon*
Then Seth says he's not sure. Summer breaks up with him. Summer thinks it through, and realises she loves him alot still. And since she broke up with him, she has the right to un-breakup with him. So she un-breakups with him. And immediately after that moment, Seth breaks up with her. Giving him, and only him, the power of un-breakingup. Summer figures out that Seth must be afraid of something, and love conquers everything. So she plans this really really sweet lineup for Seth.
Pink heart shaped balloons. Giant Hershey kisses. Red lip-shaped balloons. Pink streamers from the ceiling. And at that very coffee counter that Seth declared his undying love for her 2 years ago, she stood up there, and told Seth: "Unless you can tell me straight in the face that you don't love me anymore, I cannot accept that break up. If you tell me you don't love me anymore, I will go to Brown, being lonely, sad, miserable and alone. Go on, say it if you don't love me."
And my heartbreaker cool witty humerous hot handsome geeky dude says: "I don't love you anymore."
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, June 21
16:11
DISCOVERY OF NEW PROGRAMME.
Uploading of new pictures would possibly take ages in this case! Oh man Comiclife rocks can! HAPPY BUNNIES! Okay I'm damn random oh man oh man. Anyways, Beebs, get well soon! You dont love me no more cos you didnt tell me you were sick ): Heartbreaker! Anyw have been praying for you! Hope you're doing fun and dandy now. Love!
I'm loving my Mac more and more everyday. 1234! (:
Yes, study. And thats me in my geeky specs. If only I live up to that name.
I want to see Owen and the rest again! And I miss Denise holding my hand! And her whining! Oh man! I wanna go back to TLC to help on Friday! ): But yes. I haven't finished mugging. Bah.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Tuesday, June 20
22:48My dad is close to pissing me off. Wait, in fact he already did. He's driving me insane.
"I bet Ecuador is being bribed by Germany. You see! Two goals in the first half. CONFIRM BRIBE ONE AH! You know how I know? Cos when that Klose guy scored, both the goalie and the other Ecuador fell down! Confirm bribe one lah!"
OH. MY. GOODNESS.
Everything is bribe. The day before when Brazil played and Ronaldo sucked in playing, instead of blaming it on his big (fat!) build, he said, "Australia must have bribed him." Why bribe? "'Cos the papers say the players welfare not taken care of."
Way to go Dad.
INAMOTO JUNICHI!
KAWAGUCHI!
Okay I salute them. It's time to say goodbye to them. It's impossible to beat Brazil. We're talking goofy smiles from that super tan boy, a rather
Goats go meh meh! Sheep go baabaa! 1234567890 SUNSHINE!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
On weddings, since I just had a rather splendiferous conversation with my girlfriend (ahem, still self appointed, when will you ever ever accept me!? *hands you 1000 boxes of poifuls*) how can one ever find weddings boring? *stares at caiping* It's such a romantic event. Okay maybe just cos its on close to 3 days from Day 1 of Doomsday that you find it boring.. hmmm, that maybe a reason acceptable! But okay okay debate debate. Compare going to a wedding with going to a dance concert. Caiping's case vs mine.
I have a dance concert tomorrow night. Well perk number 1: it's free. Perk number 2: ...I don't have any other perks other than it being free. I mean, I don't know how to dance. I'm not all Vanessa-ish coupled with the twirling and the gracefulness and the tippy-ouch-toes. I'm still flabbergasted and blown away by the fact that they can stand on their toes! (And Vk still has nice toes as compared to me!) Okay. I envy. I admire. So yes, back to weddings.
Oh I digress. Weddings are so much fun to watch and look at. The case where you just witness the official bonding of someone you know so well get married to another guy. Cp! How can you not get it! You are, as proclaimed by tickle.com, a ROMANTIC MIDDLE HIGH. But I am a romantic middle low! Weddings are so romantic. Okay, sometimes maybe they are overly emphasized and all, with many cliches inside, the typical champagne popping and the walking down the aisle and everyone praying together that the bride doesnt trip on her gown and fall face flat and drag the groom down together with her. I mean, he'll most probably promise her that he will go through thick and thin with her right. So it's only fair if he falls too.
Weddings are lovely. You get to eat so much. And! It's a double perk if the people at your table are total strangers to you, and the number of people in your family exceeds the number of people on their side. Then they will feel pai seh and don't dare to go for second portions. My kiasu nature has been revealed. But there have been many instances where my family and I have made full use of those pai-seh people and just whack the sharks fin.
Oh and the part where the father leads the bride down the aisle is so so so so sweet. It's like entrusting his lovely sweetheart daughter with the groom for the rest of her life. Okay I'm just really tired thinking about mitosis and meiosis and cell growth and all that. I am so far away from achieving my AAA for 'A's. I walk by faith and not by sight, if things go wrong it's gonna be alright, cos someone bigger, is watching over me! Hooray!
On a side note, Cp says its only fun being a bridesmaid during a wedding. You get to walk down the aisle with the groom and the bride! And she has done it twice! Okay I walked down the aisle too. But I was running cos I was helping out at my cousins wedding. The difference between cute chubby cherubic girls like Caiping and me.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, June 16
15:44One more week left.
What's the difference between CRV and PDF.
Doesn't help that the cramps are on full-swing mode.
And that come next Tuesday I will have an added distraction.
And that you're not here for me at all.
I will indulge in other things.
Undependable.
I don't get CRV and PDF.
And my testimonial sucks to the core.
GKLEJGLWIGJLAGEKJLGAEJKGHKEUGHAENWTHGUAGHAKWJGEGHIUAGHNJKGHAKJEGHKJDNVA!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
1. Beebs
2. Clau
3. VK
4. Sheeni
[1-4 are just FAMILY!]
5. Caiping
6. Lindy
7. Vivian
8. Mello
9. Junjie
10. Ewan
11. Tx
12. Ck
13. Yaomin
14. Mellie
15. Yizhe (now don't say I dont shed light.)
16. Christopher
17. Ashley! <3
18. Chelsea
19. Debra
20. Serene
1. How did you meet #14?
Mellie: Guides in secondary 1 in St Margs! The beginning of a very long friendship(:
2. What would you do if you had never met #1?
Beebs: I'd never have a best friend. I never would know good things come in pairs. I'd never find St Margs enjoyable. I'd never laugh like I never did before. I'd never do silly things. I'd not be the person I am today.
3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
Junjie and Serene: Actually they'd make quite a good pair cos they're both siao.
4. Would #6 & #17 make a good couple?Ashley and Lindy: They already were. Ash was Lindy's 2nd girlfriend I think. And Lindy was three-timing me. But I still didn't mind cos I love her!
5. Describe #3.
VK: A dancer. Pretty. Smiling. Slim. Part of my family. Always knocks into my head. Had cute fringe. Someone I can talk to anything about.
6. Do you think #8 is attractive?
Mello: Yes. I think her wit and her smile are her most attractive points. (I'm not les hor mello.)
7. Tell me something about #7
Vivian: Her rabbit roams her house freely.
8. Do you know anything about #12's family?
Ck: Has short genes |: One sister. Mum a teacher.
9. What's #8's favourite?
Mello: BBQs! (I think.) And artistic guys. And laughing herself silly.
10. What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Tx: Hahahahahaha. I like her too what.
11. What language does #15 speak?
Yizhe: ALOT. Mr Brain, grrrrrr.
12. Who is #9 going out with?
Junjie: His notes.
13. How old is #16 now?
Christopher: 17.
14. When was the last time you talked to #13?
Yaomin: 2 minutes ago.
15. Who's #2's favourite singer?
Clau: VANESS AND KANGTA. And the two chinese boys.
16. Would you date #4?
Sheeni: No, taken!
17. Would you date #7?
Vivian: If I was a guy! But girl lah.
18. Is #15 single?
Yizhe: What a question! Yah lah!
19. What is #10's last name?
Ewan: SOU!
20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with #19?
Debra: No! Cos she's attached!?
21. What schools did #3 go to?
VK: Smps, Smss, Sajc
22. Where does #6 live?
Lindy: In front of the TV/Books, at Lorong Ah Soo!
23. What's your favourite thing about #5?
Caiping: We can talk about ANYTHING, she understands me so well! Writes good friendster/school testimonials, loves the same type of guys as me (owen!) We laugh ourselves silly. We cannot rhyme. She can free verse, I can't. The list is never ending. My best friend in vj!
24. What do you think of #18?
Chelsea: She clubs alot and wears quite little.
25. What do #4 and #19 have in common?
Debra and Sheeni: Both are attached. Both were in 4/6.
26. What special qualities does #17 hold in your life?
Ashley: She makes me laugh nonstop and gives me a "haha!" when my jokes are not funny. And she skypes with me! And she needs me to keep herself organised. And she cuts her hair all the time. And she was my 1st 3 mnths buddy!
Studying was good and semi-productive today. It'll get better. The two chinese boys are just teh coolest! With their bu de bu ai. OMG. So cool. Celeste is so cute. She eats my cereal (the junk in the house) with choc milk! And we binge on pizza and drumlets. And we run together. (more like she runs, I walk behind.) And she helps me with CRV! And we photobooth together! And we "siao-lah" my maid together :P OMG! Okay. 8 more hours till I see you Celeste (:
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, June 14
23:51
Duke wants Olivia who likes Sebastian who is really Viola whose brother is dating Monique so she hates Olivia who's with Duke to make Sebastian jealous who is really Viola who's crushing on Duke who thinks she's a guy...
Andrew: Well hey there pretty lady.
Monique: Ew. Are you hitting on me? Girls with butts like mine, do not talk to boys with faces like yours.
Monique can be such a bitch at times, but yes she's bitchingly funny! She's the Man is exactly like another 10 things I hate about you. Based on Shakesphere. Check. Hot dudes. Check. Chick flick. Check. Funny lines. Double check.
HOT DUDE JUSTINNNNNNNN!
Even though he's a jerk and discriminates and whines alot, well he's hot.
Caterpillar caterpillar, you all are going to turn into beautiful butterflies! She said that so quickly, we were laughing even into the next scene. Gosh. Do you like cheese? Any guy who asks me that next time would just end up talking about She's the Man with me, cos I will suppose he watched the show, if not, which guy would ask a question like that!
Viola: Just keep it flowin', ask me if I like... cheese.
Duke: [laughing] do... you like... cheese?
Viola: [girl's voice] Why yes I do. My favourite's gouda.
And this was the ultimate funniest thing. Haha, it really was.
Duke: [Sees box of tampons in combat boot] Hey... hey, why do you have tampons in your boot?
Viola: Uhh... I get really bad nosebleeds.
Andrew: So you stick them up your nose?
Viola: Yeah. What? You... you've never done that?
[all three guys shakes heads]
Viola: Oh my god, Beckham does it all the time.
Duke: Seriously?
Viola: Yes. Look. Got to show you how to do it. You take that off, and whatever that is, and you stick it right in. It absorbs right up.
SO HILARIOUS. I'm a mega fan of She's the Man now. And goodness, I could hear Beebs saying "Duke is so cute!" halfway during the show. Embarassing. Oh and we ran from PS to Cathay Cineplex (the new one), I promise my heart was like just beating so fast. The adrenaline was just pumping like there was no tomorrow.
Elephant in the room. Chew like you have a secret.
"Chew like you have a secret."
Oh and there was a character named Eunice in the show. Who was nerdy and wore braces! But she was really funny. And whats more this show had soccer inside. And for the time being, I cannot resist soccer! Oh no, I'm random blogging again. Anyways, we talked about serious stuff and our usual not so serious stuff.
Toby: How come when I wanted to ask Eunice out everyone made fun of me but when Sebastian likes her she's hot. No, screw you guys. I hate high school.
Okay back to She's the Man, Duke was really such a jerk (sorry caiping) cos he practically hopped onto any single girl who he could get. When he kissed Viola, suddenly he was soooo into Viola. But when Olivia came into the picture, it was like *BAM* Olivia you're the only one for me yada yada yada. So typical of guys.
Website here anyways: http://www.shestheman-themovie.com/home.html
The soundtrack's really great. And thanks to my girlfriend cp! I have got them all. Hohohoho I am such an evil twit. See! 10 things I hate about you has a fabulous soundtrack too!
In the lift with Celeste!
Our kaya toast+chocolate+peanut butter!
FOURSOME ALWAYS!
L-O-V-E I love you and you love me!
Outside Fish and Co!
OH NO SO CUTE.
It was a nice time with them, our first movie in a very very long time. Vk! Hope you will do superbly well and God will watch over you on your trip to NZ! You'll outshine the rest and do very very very well! I know you will! God will keep you safe and make you happy! (:
RUN. MUG.
And boom you're the only one for me.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Tuesday, June 13
18:56STUDY DATE 2 HAS FAILED! Shit better just remove that iSight from this Mac. It's addictive. I need someone to come to my place. And tell me to study. If not I'll never make it into a university. Damn! But anyways, Celeste came over today! From 3-630, and we studied for half an hour. Not bad. Had nice heart to heart talks about random stuff and her company was great!
"No. Cannot!" Admist Tom Yum Cup noodles, random chats about random people, waffles!, wangwang imitation and all these calorie giving foodstuff, I did nitrogen cycle. Say I'm good please. Nitrogen fixation. Free living bacteria Rhizobium and NO2- and NO3- nitrosomonas and nitrobacters. I don't care about them! And I did Global Warming too. Shit. Too much stuff for too little and saturated a brain.
THE MYSTERIOUS TRICK!
SUPERSTARRRRRR!
Sigh whatever happed to Diligence, Determination and Discipline. I have none. Only DOOM.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Monday, June 12
17:59Rachel: the girl I have finally met for more than half a day after 6 whole long years. Today we were supposed to do our mugging for the CTs. But I couldn't resist talking to her after so long of not seeing her face to face! Anyways we photowhored alot. Okay. Evidence needed yet again. We talked about so much about scandal one scandal too. Oh man. I cringe at the thought that ____ ____ ____ when ____ likes her still. AH! Okay only Rach understands what I'm going through.
We hate mugging! (we didnt mug anyway)
Rachel would say "OMG I'm so ugly!"
Welcome to my messy room!
(:
Sun shines ever so brightly!
Since p3 have we known each other!
(:(:
Rach feeding me seaweed chicken!
For once I have big eyes!
Fingerfights!
Rachel's camwhoring character shows.
The twoheaded Rachel.
HELLOOO!
Okay after 3 days finally this day will come. Had a chat with PLC on Friday and once again I was faced with a "Eunice you shouldn't trust him" issue and once again I gave in to my friends advice. Sometimes I don't know why time after time I still listen to my friends advice. Sometimes I think it's because moreover I've known them for say, 5 years? Since Sec1 we knew each other, and compared to you, whom I've known for slightly over 2 months.. I'm certain that I would trust the girls much more. Moreover the way in which I knew you was not apt and not exactly a very trustworthy way.
Anyways, that night, I was posed with many many questions about you. Many of them I couldn't even answer. "Why you of all people?" "Is he going to remind every single blog he chances upon about the password then" "What if you're the target just because you're easy to get and trusting enough?" I was indeed very very lost and the fact that I couldnt counter their questions made me just feel like breaking down.
I msged you 'What makes you think I can trust you?' Indeed, you've been around me every single day cheering me up and making me smile when I faced problems, be it with the VP, my brother, my schoolwork, my friends, or anything. I could depend on you. You called. I rejected. You called again. I rejected again. I didn't reject because I wanted to, but because I was in my Dad's car and talking to you would make me emotional. Then we stopped at the petrol kiosk and my Dad went in to get some stuff. Bevlim was behind me. And I just turned around and cried, muttering 'I don't know even if what I'm doing is right.'
A night of dramatic events that I wish to skip.
I know that night we both got hurt quite badly. When posed the question 'Do you want to forget tonight or forget everything?' I blantently replied an 'Everything.' I didn't have a chance to think about it or anything, I just replied everything. And within seconds after you said bye and put down the phone, I regretted.
Things came fine after that and we trashed our trust issues out. I assure friends of mine that I've prayed about this. And I know that God put him in my life for a reason. Whatever it is, good or bad, I don't know. Even if in the end he's a liar and a cheat, which I seriously doubt he isn't, I'll learn a lesson. But instead of doubting him from the start, I would rather trust him. And if he lies, then I would not trust him ever again.
I assure you all I will practise safety at all times when I go out with him. And I believe I won't get hurt. Then again, everyone believes that. But I truly do. I just find that there's something about him that's different. Maybe he's more matured. Maybe he's unlike the rest in other aspects, whatever it is, I want to trust him.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Sunday, June 11
22:35Before the world began, You were on His mind;
And every tear you cry, is precious in His eyes;
Because of His great love, He gave His only Son;
Everything was done, so you would come.
Service today was great! And Pastor Lian is chao funnyxxx! Okay I did that cos she's Pastor Lian what! Okay not funny. All those reading my blog now should know I'm silly and I (as a matter of fact) speak like that. So okay, everyone, LAUGH AT ME. Anyways, Darlene came for Praise and Worship and she was goooooooooood! Her voice is really so good, she glorifies God with it! She's really like the darling of heaven. Wait a minute, all of us are!
Anyways, random moments during service (which my mum joined us for):
- Justin M-O-H *points to beebs' two moles* Okay even though I wasnt actively participating in that big HOOOHAAAAHEHEHEHEHEHGAHAHAHHAHA moment with you all I really was laughing out inside, but my mum said talking during service was rude so.. hmm. MOH!
- Shouting shoes!
Hope everything goes well for you this weekend, if it is even confirmed. You'll do well in NZ. You will. You're not lousy! I think you're brilliant. (: Really! You'll do perfect. Just focus on the task at hand! & to you! He totally likes you. Don't deny. One day I will just get his number and help you find out. But you don't want to know. So its fine by me! (:
Kenny Rogers today was appealing to my taste buds. I miss the sweet corn and the mashed potato. And the corn muffins. Ooh the satisfaction and the salivary stimulation. And the talks and the *shows handphone* and elaborating of the past week for Beebs! I miss the family! Hardly had the chance to talk to Clau today! Tsk tsk.
I haven't done my testimonial. The week is ending in 58minutes. And she said "By the end of week 2." Damn. 2 more weeks to BT2. Nevermind. Only believe. Only believe.
So blessed I can't contain it! <3
Bestie Beebsie with her pretty unstrechable necklace ):
Beebs Clau and I!
Beebs and me in the new hairband I bought!
DIVA LAH! TALK TO MY HAND.
THE FULL GANG! (:(:
Smile with Beebsie cos life is great!
We took a record of 7 pictures today. That's an all time low! ):
And Owen you're my love still!
Two lovely sick babies (:
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Saturday, June 10
01:03WORLD CUP FEVER IS HERE!
+PLC BBQ/TLC KIDDOS!
and Eunice is a happy girl, despite all the tears tonight.
BBQ was insane. It was Tickle.com-ing (Mountain boy; Renaissance; Hopeless Romantic; Jockie; Hippie Chick; Girl Next Door!?) marinating Chicken Wings with an overdose of honey, MARSHMELLOW/STRAWBERRY W CHOCOLATE;
(and the
Serene (our satay woman! +fishmonger!) and our FOOD! With Mello and Bevlim(:
We look like we're having a pajama party! With mellie/nan (naan,Nanthini,nun!)
Some Serene+Eun action :D Tickle.com-ers.
With the cuddly bearbear!
More of us. We never stop taking pictures.
Ditto that! Look at Serene with the many emotions.
And now my LOVELY-BEYOND-LOVELY KIDDOS at Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve with my oh-so-cute-OWEN! and
On our way there from YCK, (I woke up at 615 today to MRT there with Cp dearest!) With Shu and Cp in the bus, uhrm photowhoring. It's our pasttime!
Teacher: How many people are there in your group?
Rachel: Oh! 10 including me!
Ever so Aunty, Rachel. Good job!
The kids there were disciplined to the max. Whalao, shit and damn were like taboo to them! I didn't remember myself having such good manners in the past. I was screaming and shouting like there was no tomorrow when I was p1. Or p3 for that matter.
*hyperventilates* My group5! Ai leng: my group leader, Denise and Jia Wen. With Cp's cute "I-am-so-hungry-*pout*-*doe-eyed*" boy. *hyperventilates!* Denise and Ai Leng (in biggest picture the 2 clostest to me) would hold my hand during the nature trial and they were so adorable. I miss them already.
This guy acts like he's my boyfriend. He poked me right in between my boobs. AT MY CHEST (with a sling bag there of course). And asked: "This bag who buy for you one, your boyfriend ah?" I laughed. Adorable. And he, for the record, has $6, and he's proud of it! And he eats sweets like he has 10000 sets of teeth after his milk teeth. I applaude his courage.
My loves! Miss their teeny weeny hands. When they held my hand, their entire hand held two of my fingers. And during breaks they would go "Teacher! Sit with me okay! Sit with me!" *cues* Awwwww...
OMG. OWEN. MY LOVE. HE HAS 4 BROTHERS ALL OLDER THAN HIM. HE IS SOOOO CUTE. AND HE SNORTS LIKE A PIG, AND TALKS LIKE A WOODPECKER. "I hate pigs. Big pig. Small pig. Tall pig. Short pig. Guinea Pig. And also human pig." What a harsh guy man. It's alright Owen. I still love you! Even though you don't like to take pictures with Caiping and I.
My quadraplets with Shuting! Don't they look alike! (Actually no, but ANYWAYS, cute!)
This girl is a potential good looker.
DENISE! Primary 1. Pretty. And precious.
Uh. Lindy...
OWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
Your type is the Brain.
Let's put it this way — you would never date the Scarecrow from the Wizardof Oz. A guy without a brain is not the guy for you! Your Mr. Right is well-read, extremely knowledgeable, and can beat anyone at Trivial Pursuit. Hecan hold his own in any intellectual conversation, and he's got aninsatiable desire to learn. You prefer a strong mind over strong muscles and have no patience for someone who considers TV mentally stimulating.Whether it's because he can take apart a computer and rebuild it at thespeed of light or the way he can recite the price of any stock on themarket, his brainpower impresses you. You love to learn, and there's nobetter knowledge than the kind you get from someone you love!amicitia - vindemia / played on a solo saxophone. see? u r rather scatterbrain and little ms silly (dont mind me) and u love gd looking guys but u suit brainy guys.
After a long talk with the PLC about Mr Mystery-man-just-revealed-to-mummy, I had my doubts and all. About whether he is trustable and stuff. Whether he could have been manipulative or whatever, a liar or whatever. I had that moment again. The third time in 2 months of knowing him. Many what-ifs, many queries on how come it had been me... in my opinion, I am a terribly trusting girl, too naive if you ask me. (4 period GP, Xiezhi's finger getting cut, you name it, I believed it.) I needed my friends around to guide me through and to help me filter out the stuff that is honey-coated. Guys sweettalk. That is the cold hard fact. Yes Caiping, all guys. Your jocks are going to sweet talk too! ;)
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Thursday, June 8
21:50*shows heart sign*
get well soon the angel who gave me wings(:
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, June 7
11:09I wanted to fly so you gave me your wings.
Understand that I'm going to love you in my own special way.
Talk about sweet.
There's nothing my God cannot do. He will make me smarter, more dilligent, disciplined, durable, determined, to study. And He will let me complete the exam syllabus on time, even though I have 1001 activites going on. And my mind isn't exactly focused on the Block Test. It's much too preoccupied with the many what-ifs. What if I don't do well. What if I cannot pass. What if Keynes breaks up with me. I'm kidding about the last one.
My mum just said: "If your Dad was 43 years old I'd have struck lottery." One of the winning numbers was 6643, my dad was born 6th June and he is 57.
THANKS CELESTE I LUBCHU MANY MANY TOO!
Someone once said, "Those who buy gifts from in-flight sales are either too busy or can't be bothered to get a real gift"My dad bought me my blingbling watch from in-flight sales. And he buys me more rubbish from random shops like some tourist shop in Thailand or Indonesia, that says 'Welcome to Thailand' or something along those lines. He would bring them back in his luggage and proudly announce to us that he got something for us. I would always hope it was along the line of a new pencilcase, or some sneakers, or a bag,
After about 7 teeshirts of 'Welcome to Thailand', I decided I would provide him with a shopping list instead of letting him buy anything he desires during his free time. Come to think of it, my dad is far worst a shoppaholic than I am. In Japan, we travelled about 4 hours to this town covered with like 1000000000km3 of snow. That was just the train ride. Then we had to take another 1hr taxi ride in the blistering cold, which cost us about S$100. Extortion I tell you. All this just for us to enter this museum of the Civilisation of the natives living in that particular town. Insane I tell you.
The best part, the museum was closed. We didn't know whether to laugh or cry that we spent close to a day in the Sapporo area finding that bloody museum. So of course, we had to wait for our train ride back, and there was this hideout for you to keep warm. Which had shops! The area was deserted, but really huge. And there were many interesting shops selling like war-materials (like the helmets, uniforms etc of the generals/soldiers who died.) And there were many candy-shops selling hi-chew at ridiculously exhorbitant prices. (I appreciated my dearest Econs then, for demand for those hi-chews were low. Keynes, my one true love. Tsk!) And there were hand carved figurines. And of course, since no one from their village is going to buy a statue (!!!) and display it at home cos half the time its winter and you could really spend that money on like buying wood or charcoal to keep yourself warm, they would sell it to tourists at a ridiculous price, right?
And who would be ever so kind as to buy one of them? DADDY DEAREST. Yes, after trailing behind us for about 15 minutes, we wondered where he went. And he came back walking to us proudly with this statue of a bear holding a fish in his hands. And when we asked "How much?" he said: "Very cheap one! $85 only! Somemore hand carved leh!" Anyone could have lied that it was hand-carved. Well, that's my shoppaholic dad for you. While waiting for train also want to buy things.
That was quite a digress. :D Anyways, I appreciate whatever Daddy gets for me. Cos I know its straight from the heart. And that he loves me alot and cares for me. And I appreciate it alot alot!
:: LEGEND ::"I wanted to fly but you gave me your wings" +you always make me smile (:
iknow liao
celEUbevk; i wanted to fly so you gave me your wings.
what thing
:: LEGEND ::
u are in love with archangel
GIVE UP GUESSING EWAN!
RACHEL IM SEEING YOU TOMORROW I DONT CARE. ITS BEEN 5 YEARS YOU BETTER BREAK THE CURSE.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Tuesday, June 6
21:01I MISS ITY ALOT NOW ESP BEEBSIE "MALU-ME" WONG SI TING! And Rachel Huen! You better call me tomorrow if not I will go into a rage and it'll be terribly scary when I do so. So you know what to do, right? SOTONG QUEEN. We have to go out soon lah. Mug with me. My mug camp isnt really successful. Someone steal my computer and my handphone from me. They are great distractions.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Monday, June 5
18:55Thank you Beebs, for never failing to MALU me.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Sunday, June 4
19:08Happy 4/6 Day! Shall let pictures do the talking. We played many stupid games like "sheng jing ming you mao ping" and other random things. Island creamery has fantastic icecream! (such as tehtarik and nutella!) and fabulous icecream cakes! (ate for daddy's day) and it offers you a customer perk of being able to print your pictures! And decorate ridiculous pieces of paper, and look at cute kids on the photoboard.
Now now, everyone go AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Well well its was good catching up with everyone and hearing Sheeni (again) about the fish and the bear. And it was fun doodling nonsensically on the pieces of photos we printed out!
That is what I call 46LOVE!
Okay, Ally you owe me much pictures! Those taken with the mighty big black camera! (the one that doesn't allow me to take Chubb & you) I must be so jinxed!
&so the shutterbug starts:
(sequence of pictures not in chronological order!)
Celeste & I decorating the photo we printed, Chubb & I (I still have chubbier cheeks ):), our 4/6joint work of art, and Clau&I at the photoboard!
(Yet again!) Claulau peeking behind the table w me, Clau smiling w me, Vanny and Debra furiously playing w their handphone & Sheenitay being her usual photogenic self(:
Vank Clau & I (Sunday gang minus Beebs! I wished you were here reeeeally miss you sweetheart!) More snapshots, and my lovely paul2hill-inspired-clau. With the emo emo hair!
A rare picture of ah min with us; Vanny&I, the gayest girl in the world EMMGAY (ILOVEYOU!), Twohill girl and I, and the lovely picture we decorated after printing!
(I think you're sick of Clau and I); Vanny yawning, "Sheng jin ming you mao pin!", Us slacking and doing/telling random stories, the nice noticeboard, and my declaration of love for Clau!
Reading random storybooks w Chubb, and the two very very very cute pictures I spotted.
(skips this cos it's so obvious!) But nonetheless CLAULAUSHUYI WO AI NI!
Those who turned up! (: Hope this tradition lasts forever forever forever...
Cheeky VK and Sheeni.
Blur (unglam) Chubbs! and the rest is just more photowhoring.
Sheeni+Emmgay=burping madness!
MELLO'S PURPLE BOB WHICH IS SO FURRY! Sheeni+Emmgay+Chubb!
Emmgay my ahma and Sheeni and.. the whole famous gang!
AND THIS IS HOW WE CELEBRATED MY DADDY'S BIRTHDAY!
THE VERY NICE COOKIES&CREAM ICECREAM CAKE WITH NICE NICE LITTLE JELLIES AND GUMMIES ON TOP OF IT!
My 57 year old daddy!
The family(:
By the way, I reformatted my computer, cos there is something severly wrong with it, so send me songs! I NEED THEM! I am song-hungry.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Saturday, June 3
17:21Zhishu is so handsome, attractive, striking, gorgeous, hunky, drop-dead gorgeous, hot and cute. Extremely appealing, engaging, amiable, pleasant, agreeable, genial, friendly, nice, kind, thoughtful, considerate; charming, enchanting, captivating, delightful, lovely.
I am:
happy |ˈhapē| adjective ( -pier , -piest ) 1 feeling or showing pleasure or contentment : Melissa came in looking happy and excited | [with clause ] we're just happy that he's still alive | [with infinitive ] they are happy to see me doing well. • [ predic. ] ( happy about) having a sense of confidence in or satisfaction with (a person, arrangement, or situation) : I was never very happy about the explanation | I can't say they looked too happy about it, but a deal's a deal. • [ predic. ] ( happy with) satisfied with the quality or standard of : I'm happy with his performance. • [with infinitive ] willing to do something : we will be happy to advise you. • (of an event or situation) characterized by happiness : we had a very happy, relaxed time. • [ attrib. ] used in greetings : happy birthday. • [ attrib. ] fortunate and convenient : he had the happy knack of making people like him. 2 [in combination ] informal inclined to use a specified thing excessively or at random : our litigation-happy society.
EXTREMELY cheerful, cheery, merry, joyful, jovial, jolly, jocular, gleeful, carefree, untroubled, delighted, smiling, beaming, grinning, in good spirits, in a good mood, lighthearted, pleased, contented, content, satisfied, gratified, buoyant, radiant, sunny, blithe, joyous, beatific; thrilled, elated, exhilarated, ecstatic, blissful, euphoric, overjoyed, exultant, rapturous, in seventh heaven, on cloud nine, walking on air, jumping for joy, jubilant, chirpy, over the moon, on top of the world, tickled pink, on a high, as happy as a clam.
How very random:
I AM AS HAPPY AS A TICKLED PINK CLAM! Watching "E Zuo Ju Zi Wen" has made me realised that there are many things in life you cannot get, yet you still strive ever so hard to achieve what you want. &in the end, whether you get it anot depends alot on God, and well, to a certain extent how badly you want it. Xiang Qing (that lead actress) liked Zhishu *hyperventilates* since gao zhong, and 5 years later he married her! I want my 4As. And one way or another, I'm gonna get it.
PLUS! It has a brilliant soundtrack(:
能不能就對著我說愛我 能不能就陪著我天長地久
不要對我若即若離 讓我傷心淚流
能不能就對著我說愛我 能不能就陪著我 一直到最後
從今以後剩下的路 要你陪我走
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, June 2
18:16Hello gorgeous(:
Adam Brody is the one that makes all of us wanna hug all the geeks at school in anticipation that one of them might be as funny as Adam Brody. Just one episode of the OC makes me completely fall head over heels with him. ♥
& I finally got the entire "It Started With A Kiss" OST.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Thursday, June 1
12:51Love cynic #1. Greatest one who ever lived. From one of my friends blog. HAHAHAHA. Seriously whilst reading that I was sitting on 2 legs of the chair and I almost fell and went into a concussion after reading that last 2 lines. Well for that matter dear, I'd give you 1000 boxes of poifulls. Cos we all know poifulls are sweetly coated youghurt flavoured japanese jellybeans that have a chewy centre and taste all so awesome. But yes, truth be told, I understnad what you're talking about. "I-love-you"s are overrated. One could go on and on saying that cliche phrase to their friends, their boyfriends/girlfriends, their relatives.. and almost anyone, without actually meaning it. That's when action comes into place I guess. Hoi, what if someone offered you both 1000 poifulls +say I love you! That's sweeeet. Anyone who's considering that idea, give it up, cos I'll patent it soon and give it to that author of the paragraph above. Yes, what a wonderful
oh! i just read in a friend's blog about how she hopes that her boyfriend would tell her that he loves her and reassure her that he cares. No offence to that dear but i have something to say to that. You know, sometimes, words are of no power at all. When "i love you" becomes a cliche phrase that slips out of his mouth easily and he holds no value to these three words then you can just throw that guy out the window. i think actions speak louder than words dont they? I mean, let's say im with someone, i would rather he buy a packet of poifull and toss it to me when im mugging in the library to cheer me up than to say a hundred i love yous.
words can be said and forgotten. poifulls can be eaten into the stomach and digested.
♥
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
