Saturday, September 30
13:21
You walk by and my heart beats, a thousand times at once it seems. And every time you look at me, I have to tell myself to breathe. With just a smile you capture me, and I start to melt. Emotions then take over me like I've never felt.
I could tell me heart each time -- It isn't love, you're just some guy. There's nothing there and what I feel, its in my head, it isn't real. But I can't deny, can't even try, cause I know inside, butterflies don't lie.
Is there a chance you could be mine, if I let you see inside; or do you love somebody else? Should I keep this to myself, I could risk a broken heart by telling you the truth, or I could keep my secret safe and when I see you, I could tell me heart each time -- it isn't love, you're just some guy.
Simply the greatest.
The playlist has been ongoing for 10 times on loop.
My delicate slip of sunshine.
RETRO TOMORROW WOOHOO!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, September 29
22:09
God has blessed me so so so much I can hardly express myself at all! First and foremost, He granted me an E grade for maths which to me, is an achievement on its own. (I think I should add it to my Top
AND GOODNESS PLEASE STOP BEING A RHINO!!! >:(
I REALLY DONT CARE ALRIGHHHT.
EVEN IF YOU BUILD SINGAPORES FIRST ROCKET.. SO WHAT!!?!?!!!
Also, even though Bio and Econs MCQs were very badly atrociously attempted, I know its a hint that I have to work harder, and I won't attribute any of my grades to my hardworkingness (or the lack of it...) but rather, to God's guidance constantly throughout my paper. He is so good to me and I just want to let the world know that; whether or not you believe in Him. (IMO, its your loss if you don't! :D) Also, I got a B3 for GP! How cool is that.
We have our highs and lows
Something everybody knows
Doesn't mean that we run away
We work through our mistakes
And 'Never Been Kissed' is yet another movie to add to my "Awwwww so sweet *sob*" list of chick flicks.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, September 27
22:26For once in my life, I don't care about the things around me. As long as I have God, friends and family, I'm perfectly alright. I know God will hold me in the palm of His hand, and comfort me when I am down, He will lift me up even if I end up failing all my subjects tomorrow and He will lift me to the skies cos I know He loves me and will want ONLY THE BEST for me. I love you God. You really are the only thing in my life that truly matters, for whatever I have today, I owe it to You.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Tuesday, September 26
20:34
High School Musical+
Beebs' new phone+
Tolberone+
Photobooth+
Once Upon A Matress+
PAO!!! =
unsuccessful mugging
LOADS OF FUN :):):)
I LOVE YOU BEEBSIE!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Monday, September 25
20:59
I wonder if you remember next Sunday's retro-themed; well, I remember! (just wonder if you all are going to stick to it, and improvise on our dressing without having to wear our stmargs uniform!)
Imagine us going to NCC like this:
Gosh, my fringe is so disgusting last time and so is it now.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Game of life/Monopoly + lots of chips and NERDS with strategies to monopolize the entire monopoly market as well as form cartels and trade cards with each other; discovering new rules for each game and reliving my childhood. Busride to Suntec and Kenny Rogers with me having an under the table war which involves kicking off shoes and all, and the very gelad mac&cheese, ordered a tad too much I guess. Arcade involves trying to drum very very pathetically and measly attempts to get something other than 3rd place in Daytona, as well as BishiBashi (which I didn't manage to complete the game) Studying for the dreaded As have started.
I need You Jesus to come to my Rescue,
Where else can I go?
There's no other name by which i am save;
Capture me with Grace.
I will follow you.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Sunday, September 24
19:161 hour spent in front of this woman in the arcade today watching her spend $80 on sweets, New York New York + cockroach behind me, me being a psychic (I SWEAR I AM ONE), Celeste's very very kind act of giving away $80 worth of sweets and rejecting it, other than that, I'M PERFECTLY FINE :) okay fine I'm alright being a psychic.
Happy things today: Toys'R'us + cute princessy girl, sweet cup corn from old ahma in Suntec,
We watched this 30 year old woman play this arcade thing-a-magic where you pay $1 for one try of scooping some sweets so the sweets get pushed and eventually the sweets will get pushed down so you can grab the sweets like a little sweet-fanatic and carry the sweets home in a big bag. Well, I can just say her husband/boyfriend is super super patient cos he actually sponsored and waited for her for like 1 hr (well we did too.) She spent $80 approximately getting two jackpot prizes, and when she was about to leave, she asked Celeste and I "Do you want the sweets?" and kind good ol' "i'm very health conscious and i don't want to get adult onset diabetes" Celeste politely said: "No, don't want."
Pictures of us at Toys'R'us/Newyorknewyork! (where the service is alright, food sucks but deco is great but the environment and hygiene is super bad, we saw a cockroach!)
Elmo was too huggable.
GROUP SHOTS :D :D :D
I am psychic cos in church today they sang "Salvation is here" and Johnleong just sang "Should I Stay"; I blogged about both songs! (one in blogger one in private livejournal!) :D
HI SHEENI YOU ARE ON SINGAPORE ENCYCLOPEDIA.
(under 'St. Margaret's Girls' School.)
MORE PICTURES HERE.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Saturday, September 23
22:05
Today in short: wake up, whine alot, think alot, ponder alot, walk to the bank, bank in money, realise I'm friggin' broke, drink orange+tomato+carrot juice, come home, talk to Ashley about stuff, go to Suntec, eat lunch, buy Bodynit limegreen tank, search high and low for handphone shop, go to Cuppage, got my N73, am blissfully in love now with it, go for dinner nearby for fish steamboat, walk to Chinatown for mango sago pomelo, saw fireworks, realise your taxes are up burning in the air, came home.
Some things are only worth being in your livejournal.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Yesterday in a pictorial form cos there were too many laughable things:
Blokus!
Truth or Dare Jenga in which Ck and Caiping exchanged their secret love for each other. Hurhurhur! But it was a dare.
Caiping's dress-trying with me.
No one know what this is. Well Zirui drew it -- BIRTHDAY CAKE. Kill me please.
Oh this was a really fun game like preventing monkeys from falling!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, September 22
23:23Just a simple sentence can trigger off an emotional landslide.
I'm too tired. And you're not helping.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Thursday, September 21
22:51PRELIMS ARE LIKE OVER! Let's summarize the day into point forms:
- Bio MCQ was to me, quite qian bian, cos alot of questions were past year papers.. and I obviously forgot quite a fiew answers. But anyways, God'll see me through.
- I forgot to bring my wallet; of all days possible.
- The people came over for White Chicks. 'Fo shizzle, ma nizzle! (whatever that means!)
- Thai Express is an oxymoron and a huge lie cos it's not even express! But Pad Thai was quite good on the other hand.
- BOARD GAMES WAS GOOD!!! It was like Halli Galli+Taboo+Squint(we really had to squint very hard!)+Labyrinth! +loads of laughter/iced tea/trips to the toilet! I swear Mines is too toilet-condusive.
- Halli Galli and Ck was trying so so soooo hard to win all the cards. I really think he is suffering from cretinism, goitre and severe hyperthyrodism.
JUST LOOK AT HIM! Then again, must understand.. its CK!!!
- Taboo was really TABOO! Example of Team A, consisting of Christopher and Cp:
Cp: Singapore is a what city
Chris: (super confidently) Cosmopolitan! (like wth who will have so chim words on taboo!)
Cp: No! Another word!
Chris: Affluent!
AND THIS:
Cp: What does deforestation cause?
Chris: I don't know!
Cp: In last chapter of Biology one!
Chris: I NEVER STUDY! - And I had the word bimbo to say, I pointed to Shu! Oh and also, the word cuddle, in which I said what do couples do on the couch? Shu replies "HAVE SEX!" Wow Shu!
- Squit really made me squit super hard. From Swiss Cheese, to Lady Bug (see picture below) to house to Valentines to Bride. It was a mess I tell you, the table was like filled with circles. Oh how can we forget table tennis, tennis and EGG! Omg Chris and Cp the double Cs have so much telepathy!
- Labyrinth was just.. super slow to play.
I mean, LOOK HOW SLOW THEY TOOK! (enough for me to take three pictures!) - More pictures we took, of the random goitre twins Ck and Chris, Shu Caiping and I (:
- Dinner was Pepperlunch with Gong and sexy geek playing by my side :D Perfect company and combination I tell you.
- The movie was just damn bad. JOHN TUCKER REALLY SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE.
He bloody three times. And the ending sucks. SERIOUSLY.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, September 20
11:07
Hello gorgeous. I think I love you.
<3
But of course, I can't have you, can I?
<3
But of course, I can't have you, can I?
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Tuesday, September 19
09:45
I love the marshmellows by Cel and Vk yesterday! It was a pleasant surprise.. was quite sad I didn't get to see both of you though! Nevermind, Sunday's gonna come quick!
When I'm bummed out by Biology, it must be divine intervention for me to listen such a great song which means so much to me, especially in this period of time.. I felt so so much better being reassured that God's in control of my life. No matter how many Econs MCQs I've screwed up, or Maths questions I made careless errors in, I know God'll make a way for me; and it's gonna be alright.
God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be alright
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Saturday, September 16
10:45
I am still in an icon-ish mood. Lj is simply the best with its icons! Credit: here
Shin is such a handsome geek with a soft side to him.
Have finally finished watching goong, and am very tempted to rewatch it after prelims.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, September 15
18:34
And because I've decided to just screen through my past photos, cos I am missing the family too too much, I went through so many things that made me miss you girls. All our memories. Just scanning through the pictures, make me realise how I wouldn't be ME if it weren't for YOU.
"We'll do it all; everything on our own
We don't need anything, or anyone
If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say, how I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough."
-Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars
For more, click here for my lj.
(where you don't need to tolerate my incessant postings of pictures)
And I know only you girls would click.
Anyhows, if you do go, please comment :]
MY GOD IS BIGGER THAN MY EXAM. ♥
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, September 13
13:06
I MISS STMARGS LIKE SAI.
Thank God for shutterfly.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Tuesday, September 12
19:05
I wish I were Gabrielle, cos Troy is so sweet.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Going to have a private lj account soon, special people, ask me for the addy soon :]
IM HOOKED ONTO ICONS THEY ARE JUST SO GORGEOUS.
And to the mystery partypooper... you're the reason I'm shifting.
Well, partially.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Monday, September 11
18:27Two down. One was alright, doable, but just not enough time.
Math, on the other hand, sigh. How do I explain maths. Math is like a subject who like treats me as a nemesis. I love it so much, yet my love for it isn't reciprocated. I enjoy maths. No matter how silly that sounds. I like doing the papers, checking the answers, only to realise I have like an uncountable number of careless mistakes. Same case this time, I thought the first page was difficult, but I thought I could at least get about 5 marks. But no, silly me has to make careless mistakes for the simplest complex number question. z*; yet I couldn't see the *, I must be blind or just an idiot, or both. And how about that 100^2-99^2+98^2+...+2^2-1^2 question? It was like PSLE rehaunting me, and the irony of it all? I did that question before, I just forgot, I bloody forget. And my integration sucks, so that's that.
Instead of wallowing in self-pity, I should, rejoice in the Lord, for He is good, and He has guided me thus far, and throughout my Bio paper, I know He was just beside me, rushing my hand along the paper. and He didn't make me leak! Hurrayy!
Like Celeste says, give thanks for the little things He brings to you.
"Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love." The only thing I learnt in A Lot Like Love, other than the fact that you cannot possibly guarantee that in seven years, you can have all your ducks in a row, or line, whichever you please.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Sunday, September 10
18:33I got Jay Chou's album. And I seriously think his songs are sounding all about the same but nonetheless I ♣it alot :D The title of the album is called 依然范特西, he seems to be running out of ideas for the album. Imagine the next album, 十二月的五角 (December's 50 Cent! Yo yo!) in contrast to his previous 十一月的... November's Chopin. Or 偶然八里香. But anyhows the album is good.
And Celeste is turning into a kimchi and sushi babe with her K and J pop, but nevermind. I like it cos I get free Scandal songs from her Kangta and Vanness. They sound very Korean which is ironic cos Vanness was from the
I have no idea about baroreceptors/chemoreceptor/stretch receptors (from cardiac output regulation) and Celeste has no idea about small angles. We compliment each other.
Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Saturday, September 9
17:46Virtuous sensibility.
Escape velocity.
Nothing can compare;
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me.
Just because he loves you too
He would never take a bullet for you
Don’t believe a word he saysHe would never take a bullet for you
He would never cut his heart out for you
O.C soundtracks rock big time :D
Hello sunshine, come into my life.
& I want Jay's album damn badly.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, September 8
23:53
When the world leaves you all alone,
I take pride and am glad that no matter what,
I have you, and you, and you. (and you, maybe.)
Thank goodness for friends,
for never once have they left me.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
You can't stay in there forever, and when you do come out you aren't the same anymore.
And when we searched for Beeb's password, I just knew there was something fishy 'bout you and I. Why would someone in the right frame of mind go and check out my password. It brought me back to question again and again. Wise words of wisdom from Celeste. I've been pondering it over and over again. I'm sick of having to be questioned 'Are you going out to see him' or what not. And you don't make me smile the same way you did previously anymore.
Friends, and remember, its our decision.
Spastic CK who I suspect is on serious steriods, and is the one who is on subutex, NOT ME. We're tracking his growth. I think he'll be inclined to wanting to grow taller after each picture like this. CK is the superhero, cos the world knows him.
I am too screwed for Econs, and Bio.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Thursday, September 7
12:11Don't go wasting your emotions;
No one wins if we keep score.
'J songs+big mighty glass of water+books stacked in piles according to subject all over+random worksheets+rough paper+dimmed light+pencil case+5 more J2 topics and option topics to go for Bio alone+Mkt structure, IT left+3 ulcers+a sore throat = a very stressed up girl.
What happened to Beebs' password!
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Wednesday, September 6
11:02
And whilst I'm still at it, I did one for the Victorians.
(Highlight below for answer. And yes Caiping, I did that for you!) Top Row: Sulin, Lindy, Sherli Bottom Row: Chris, CK, Ash (I DID YOUR HAIR ON PURPOSE!), Caiping, Me, Shuting
I am most satisfied with the one I made of CK, because it really looks like him.
Bummer, 4 days left.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Tuesday, September 5
21:35
Guess who's who.
(highlight below for answer)
Celeste, me, Beebs, VK
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
2:53:53 PM candy_gal88@hotmail.com: im having spelling block
2:53:59 PM candy_gal88@hotmail.com: is there such a word as chook?
2:54:06 PM candy_gal88@hotmail.com: or chock
2:54:12 PM e_unice@hotmail.com: hahaa
2:54:17 PM candy_gal88@hotmail.com: eh as in like u chook on a fishball?
2:54:27 PM e_unice@hotmail.com: I BELIEVE ITS CHOKE
2:54:30 PM e_unice@hotmail.com: this is damn funny
2:54:34 PM candy_gal88@hotmail.com: OH YEAH
2:54:36 PM candy_gal88@hotmail.com: its CHOKE
2:54:38 PM candy_gal88@hotmail.com: hahahahaha
I just had to do this to humiliate her. Chook on fishballs my love :D
I am this far ___________________________________ from finishing my syllabus for Prelims, somehow, the realisation hasn't settled on me that my exams are coming, and I need to study, instead of thinking of the unthinkables (don't think that way...) and thinking too much like how someone is chu-ing tessalations.
I dreamt last night we went kbox with the class and Caiping and I took 2 hours to find a toilet and still had to pay $20 for kbox when we didn't sing anything at all.
On a separate point, dreams don't come true. Means we won't be wasting money finding toilets and watching the television screen and not paying exhorbitant amounts of cash for "kboxing". Okay, now I'm the one having grammar and vocab block.
I have been dotting and dotting away insanely for the past 8 minutes, all for this.
And may I add, I do ♥ the St Margaret's uniform, although I cried in P6 after posting results cos I hated the uniform, well, things change!
Mugging has made me like this. Okay, except I haven't cut my hair which I want to oh my I am just rambling nonstop because I came across this damn cool website letting you make Southpark characters and I like Southpark so I am going to do VJ's uniform next.
ANYHUUUUUUUUS!
Doing VJ's uniform it is uber hard.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Sunday, September 3
21:37Love will keep us alive is now the newest song on my playlist.
I shall attempt to not get on the computer for more than half an hour per day from now till the end of prelims.
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Oh the sweetness and the hard cold reality of this. Don't chu pattern already please. (Haha, only Celeste would understand this!) I know she misses my serious cake. Mugging season starts now. I want to watch I am Sam on tv! I wanted to watch it last time but I missed it |: Sighsighsigh okay go on, transform graphs and memorize protectionsm arguments. Stupid insertional inactivation and replica plating, and stupid ATPase. They drive me insane nuts and retarded, and make me feel stupid, yes stupid.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Saturday, September 2
18:46
I FOUND THE SURPRISE YOU GUYS GAVE :D:D:D:D
omg omg thanks you girls :] you've made my day so much brighter.
I'm stuck on the song jin tian ni yao jia gei wo by DT (David Tao) and Jolin!
Genetic Engine sucks, biiiiiig time.
I find myself watching gong
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
Friday, September 1
22:46"31st August: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ONE AND ONLY PRI SCH FRIEND WHOM I TALK FREQUENTLY TO!
a bit about eunice( the one and only pri sch friend whom i talk frequently to!) : she is my favourite crybaby queen, and our friendship started in the good old and unglam primary school days(: we used to pick on her hehe but now other people pick on me so hey God's fair (darn.) my fondest memory of her is at my birthday party in primary six where she lost her slipper in quicksand and had to look for it for like half an hour (we picked on her for the rest of the day.) But even though so far it seems like i really enjoy tormenting eunice, i actually love her LOADS! which is why i am typing this tribute to her and making her read it haha. please keep being your lovely lovely self and inviting me over to study because its super fun bumming around in your room and playing with your seriously overused iSight. and yes also because youve been a really good friend for soooooooo long ie. 6 yrs omg! love!"
-From Rachel!
"*EUNICE NG
my baby!
have a really really awesome eighteenth!
i just want to thankyou.
thankyou for being such a blessing to me.
never one moment have you not been there for me.
and never have you not loved me
not cared for me
not prayed for me
not listened to me rant
not listened to me cry
not tolerated all my nonsense
not laughed at all my unfunny jokes just to make me feel like im funny.
And words cant even come close to expressing my utmost gratitude to God for giving me an angel like you.
thankyou eunice.
you truly are my bestfriend."
-From Beebsie's blog!
ITS TIMES LIKE THESE WHEN I FEEL I HAVE THE BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD!
I wish everyday was my birthday.
I miss yesterday.
there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.
